everyday

i swear i come up with a new reason why i'm a failure at life.  that's what i say in my head to myself. but it's really just something that i did and didn't want to or vice versa.  today i wanted to clean up since i invted a friend over friday and i wont' be home at all tomorrow night or thursday night and i have a doctor appointment after work friday.  2 or so days a week it is because i forgot to take my daily picture.  when i think about my weight graph it is that i only weigh myself once every 3 weeks or so  so i say i'm a failure at life again.  when i forget to tell someone happy birthday on their birthday. i even feel worse when i think of it all day and keep saying i'll call said person and then i dont' and it becomes too late.  o what a failure.