i'm so tired.
i'm mad that people volunteer to do stuff and don't.
im mad that i did TONS of work and was a "co-chair" to the event with Jay yet everyone said he did a wonderful job and didn't say anything about me. i did a TON. i hate when I don't get recognition.

i hate when people are like "don't worry about it" but i'm not worrying i just want it planned. ugh

bubba's wasn't as good tonight. then near the end i heard someone say that some girl was back there cooking (possibly with bubba) but i could tell something was different.

I hate how things take longer than you guess they will.

now i really stayed up too late

oi

I think I stayed up too late.

Today

i woke up around 10am. then around 11:15 i decided i needed to curl up on the bed under an afghan. after an hour or so dave came over so i asked him to cover me with a 2nd one. he did and also covered me with a third one. that was nice.

update on yesterday

after i posted more things went wrong.

the day goes bad. you think it can't get worse. then it gets worse. then worse. then worse.

someone who went to RPI got married. a friend sent me the pictures. now i've been looking at the photograhers pictures for over an hour. i don't even knwo any of these people. the scenery is so nice.

the guy from RPI actually talked to me once saying he was in a bunch of my classes. i said "oh i didn't notice" and he left and never talked to me again.

http://rjtpictures.blogspot.com/ Sunday July 20 show his wedding pictures. the engagement photosa re a few pages back. I found those in my browsing.

update: here's the post where I wrote about the guy the first time around: http://smilincolleen.livejournal.com/262971.html

i accidentally napped for 2 hours tonight. maybe closer to 3. going to sleep tonight is going to be rough. i was going to use the treadmill but slept instead.

i just added more layers to my hair. it was already slightly layered before. i cut about 3 inches off the shorter later. then i went and asked dave if he noticed that I cut it. He did not.

i walked for an hour tonight for relay for life. it was hot. luckily it got a little cooler by 8pm when our hour started.

i'm sick of people who think they are better because they have a master's. it really bothers me.

today just had a million things go wrong.

i just updated my weight graph file. and i don't even feel like making the jpgs and updating my weight graph website. i must be sick or something. and the graph is even nice.

gas price

this was almost a month ago at Costco

the slip i wore today was from october 1991. that's 2nd grade. the wedding was october 5.

i worked 9 hours 45 min at work today. then i worked 4 hours at home. insane. after my meetings tomorrow and early Friday i'm going to relax a bit.

i couldn't fall asleep last night. so then i came home from work tonight and got really tired. took a half hour nap. except it wa really a 2 hour nap. now i still have to get some stuff done.

i helped my parents paint timmy's old room this weekend. it's suppose to be a grayish tan or something. it looks purple now though.

i use the treadmill just a little and now my knee is killing me.

time to shower. then off to the atm to deposit checks.