sleep

my away message said i was tired last night around 9pm. i did manage to stay up until maybe 10:20. i'm not sure of the time but i was watchign 20/20. then around midnight i was really confused and tried to answer the phoen but by the time i said hello, i heard pb saying "bye". then i questioned him about it and how timmy called to say happy birthday. i'm not sure what else was said in that phonecall. pb is a very bad person to get details from. then when pb came to ed i got hot. then he turned on the fan and i got cold. pb told me about this when i woke up. i kind of remember something about it. then in the middle of hte night i woke up a few times not being able to find one of my three covers. finally around 5am i found it. then i slept until 10:55.

i'm so full. i'm so tired. i think i'll go to sleep. all week i didn't go to sleep before 12:30. i'm a loser.

big loser

i just did 1.5 hours worth of work just because I can. i'm such a big loser.

i watched 3 episodes of CSI Miami earlier. You know I don't even like CSI Miami. I like the Las Vegas one better.

my productivity is unreal

i just filled out the info for my dlel recalled baterry. it's only been on my to do list 1.5 months.

the tub

i can't believe myself. i've never been like this before. i jsut went into the bathroom and looked at the tub. i thought "that's a little dirty looking" and so i got the cleaning stuff and cleaned it. it was barely even dirty. it just wasn't the super white that it's supposed to be. i think most of it was just dust from not even using the thing. but not to worry. it's super clean now.

(I cleaned the shower and the downstairs sick on Sunday)

how often do normal people clean their showers and sinks?

yay

yay. i got remote desktop to work from home. now i can do work from home. go me. now don't get me wrong. this does not mean i'll do work all the tiem. this just means i don't have to go in on a weekend or something to get a few more things done. i can do it from home. or say i waste an hour talking at work then i can do some from home so i don't feel guilty (or get behind).

now this isn't anything new really that it works. i got the e-mail on how to set it up exactly 1 month ago but i never tried to set it up until tonight. but luckily i talked to pb before leaving work to realize i needed my work ip address.

to celebrate i'm off ot wathc some more tv.

oh that tom

so kid in training yesterday was pretty sick with a cold. he sits right behind me. then today out of 8 people he had to be in my group and then sit next to me. how long before i'm sick?

*sick kid = tom

fat

i'm fatter today than i've been since 2003. i swear the scale has to be wrong. then i tried the other scale.

i'm not writing it down. maybe tomorrow i won't be so fat. i dont' want this to mess up my weight graph.

i only weighed myself when i couldn't get my pants buttoned. well i also weighed myself in teh patns but even subtracting what patns might weigh, i'm still fat. i have dents and red marks around my waist from these pants. i took a picture, but it'll probably stay on my camera for awhile.

update: i decided to write it down AND update my graph.

i'm still itchy.

training was rough today standing. at first i was really tired too. we were sitting and i was tired. then after lunch it was time to stand. it wasnt' fun.

itchy

i'm itchy. ITCHY. i can't take it.

double oi.

i think it might be hives. i took benadryl (sp) but i only had allergy and cold one. i hope it works. they seem to be getting worse. i feel all hopped up. i should be in bed.

oi

i have what appers to be about 15 bug bites around each of my ankles. i would say they are mosquito bites but they aren't all swollen. they are so itchy. i also have one right above my waist on my back. i wonder what they are. i also have one on my left arm near my wrist.

does anyone else get sad when they check their LJ friends list after a day and nobody has posted?

desk

i'm cleaning off my desk. there are 15 tablets on my desk right now. i removed 5 while i was cleaning it off too. it just made me laugh. some ar elittle post it tablets, some are spiral and kind of small, 4 were about 8.5x5.

today

i cleaned up the clothes off the bedroom floor, vacuumed the bedroom floor, swept the kitchen floor, swept the laundry room floor, took out 3 bags of garbage, did laundry (4th load is in the dryer now), and cleaned the shower. i also worked on making a shopping list. i was disappointed to learn i didn't have a recipe for dirt. so i couldn't put those ingredients on the shopping list. i will be going shopping soon. hopefully in the next hour so i can make it to radio shack to buy a tv antenna before they close at 4 (the one in murrysville closes at 4, the one at miracle mile closes at 5). i also loaded pictures from my camera onto my computerm, balanced my checkbook, and made sure all my bills are set up to pay. i also arranged to actually hang out with mallory this week.

i still have a lot more to do.

oi

it's way worse here than grandma's house.

all i want to do is go home and clean and throw everything away.

it's probably worse jus becasue of the smoke smell. justin's old room is looking very similiar to uncle bill's old room.

today

i went to the phillies game. they won 5-2. it was boring. it was sold out and so getting out of the parking lot sucked at teh end.

we got to pb's house. it was locked. its never locked. he doesnt' have a key. his dad isn't here. he is at his gf's houes. his mom isn't here. shawn isn't here. it's so weird. make the smoke smell go away.

pb

pb is on the phoen w/ his mom . he said "OH NO"
i said "what?" then he says in just a normal voice "Kitty's* dead"

Kitty is his cat from home.


Then he asked how she died but i haven't been informed of it yet. i know she was old.

Dave's dad never told his mom that we were visiting this weekend. We'll be there tomorrow.

i woke up and dind't have a fever. so i went to work. thinking and moving at work was nto a good idea. i left work at 10:45ish. i came home slept, took my temperature, drank water, watched tv. then around 2 i ate.

oi

i blacked out today at work. i still don't feel well. i was clammy, then i got lightheaded then i left my meeting and tried to scurry back to my desk before i passed out. i had to crouch down twice from blacking out so i wouldnt pass out.

i just took my temperature. it's 99.7.