Wednesday, June 29, 2005

hmm

i think i have an eating disorder. i never ever want to eat anymore. i never want to snack. i only eat a sandwich at lunch cuz i pack it in the morning because i'm supposed to. i dont snack. i eat dinner but not much.

update: my mom made me eat dinner cuz she cooked. i ate mozzerella sticks at apple bee's. it was a tough time. i didn't even eat much either.

4 comments:

  1. iamoddd (LiveJournal)June 29, 2005 at 12:16 PM

    do you just not feel like eating, or do you actively not want to eat (and if it's the latter, is it because you're trying to lose weight)?

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  2. smilincolleen (LiveJournal)June 29, 2005 at 12:21 PM

    i dont want to loose weight and i'm not trying to not eat.

    i think i just dont' feel like eating. but whenever i do eat or i'm about to eat i hate it.

    (i weighed 118.5 this morning. i gave blood yesterday. yesterday morning i weighed 120 w/ wet hair after the shower (forgot to weigh myself before))

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  3. iamoddd (LiveJournal)June 29, 2005 at 12:24 PM

    i was like that as a little kid. sometimes i am like that now. eating just gets in the way of doing other things. or, you just don't feel like making your stomach do work (eating wakes it up; that sucks in the morning; that's why i used to not eat breakfast {i do now}.).

    how tall are you?

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  4. smilincolleen (LiveJournal)June 29, 2005 at 1:48 PM

    i'm roughly 5'7 (sometimes taller i dunno)

    i dont think about my stomach doing work. just looking at food i dont want to eat it. it all started when everytime i ate my jaw hurts and cracks and bad pain (after i went to the jaw dr btw) and now i dont even want to eat. maybe i just know it'll hurt. soft things make it hurt. anything that involves chewing even if it's soft hruts it.

    i also dont eat breakfast. i used to eat a little snack between 8 and 9 at work. not anymore. i used to eat a snack after lunch sometime and not anymore. i used to eat more than a sandwich for lunch. not anymore

    my stomach is constantly upset (but just barely).

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