styles

felicia has the same scrapbooking style as maggie. one may wonder what that is. it's more you put things helter skelter instead of exactly square and perpendicular to the edges. they also cut around the picutres instead of leaving them square or at least mostly there. there is more to it but nobody really cares.

me = slacker

ok i got like 4 inches cut fof my hair. i didnt' take a before picture. i didnt' take an after picture. i didnt' take my picture today.

run

i went for a run. it was soooo hot outside and i'm so out of shape and i didn't take my inhalers that i only ran for 13 minutes.

timmy's garbage can.

last night i had a dream about timmy's garbage can. i told felicia about it and she said it was really weird. there was also a new garbage can that was similiar to his now. it only had an eye on it though. it did not have the face. i think it had the feetish things though. (i can't remember in the dream what was there and i can't remember for sure waht timmy's looks like. it sure was yellow in the dream. the new one was too.  maybe he'll take a picture of it for me to post.

today

today felicia came over and scrapbooked.we traded supplies then made pages. i can't* find my exacto knife. then we went to pat catans and i bought ink (for stamps but i use it to make paper edges pretty. i need a lighter. too bad i gave all my lighters away. i should get some matches too. if the power goes out we're out of luck here. i also need batteries for my flashlights.  then dave and i went for a 36 min walk. today was the 6th day in a row. i barely got any scrapbooking down. i spent more time going through my stuff to show her.

* the first time i typed that it was cnat'. i even posted it. dave read it. he made fun of me. now i fixed it.

haircut

i cut my hair again. this time i only cut what was in the front. like the area that would be bangs. hopefully sunday my mom will cut the bottom later.

youtube video clips are very distracting. i stayed up 2 hours longer than i planned because i was watching video clips from big brother.

haircut part 2

i tapered it  monteh front but i never did it before and i dont think there is enough of a taper so i'll leave it like  so and have my mom  add some more to it the next time i see her.

i just made my layers shorter. i just cut it and that was that. i decided to do it because the blond lady in close to home has shorter layers and her hair looked nice.

her name is jennifer finnigan. i'm looking her up for pics and i learned she was bridget forrester from 2000 -2004 on the bold and the beautiful. i probably figured that out before.  this is the best link i could come up with and it doesn't show her hair how it was in the last episode.

based on this pic i'm going to cut my hair more. brb

3 days in a row noow dave and i have gone for walks.

walk

dave and i went for a walk around our neighborhood today. dave doesnt like how there are hills everywhere. during the walk i could feel it in my legs. i really do need ot start doing stuff so that a 30 min walk doesn't feel like exercise.

on my friends page it has callie's posts as june 25. and it has them between june 23 and between juen 24.

i'm fat

the sightseeing boat ride tonight was more fun than june 10. we were on a decent size boat instead of the little goodship lollipop. so i was right in the fact that it was an odd thing becuase of a party (wedding?) the last time.  I'm glad they didn't change them for good.

wow i can't believe how long i've gone without posting.

yesterday i forgot to take my picture.  i wore the purple striped short sleeve button down shirt from new york and company.

i got bloodwork yesterday morning. i also had a doctor appointment yesterday and one Thursday.

sadness

i stayed on aim to talk to my mom. it was sad. but it is easier to get off aim with her than off the phoen and i was going ot watch tv and only had liek 2 min to talk.

i will try to use minimal aim from now on. i should make sure friends have my e-mail address. it hink most of them do. well nobody would e-mail me anyway. nobody ims me. it's all good. i should get more done w/o aim. we will see.

pirates

tonight is/was my dad's picnic at the pirate game (and thus tail gate party too) and he didn't even think to tell mabout it this  year. i always thought htey were so much fun. i guess i'm out of the house so i'm out of his thoughts.  tonight pb said he wanted to go to a game (before i heard about my dad's picnic) and then i said we can take his parents this weekend when the mif they are in town. well they aren't going to be so we wont' get to go then.

dave signed me on aim when i wasn't here to copy and paste stuff to me. but even with that i lasted 1.5 days. i signed off once i got home.

no fun

in the middle of hte night i woke up. i had trouble breathing. i have no idea why. it was hard to fall back to sleep.  now my chest is all tight. if i take a deep breath i can tell something is wrong. i wanna know what it is. 

i have a special training today at dave and busters for work. if we don't go we have to go to another group's training.  so i won't be staying home.

i really wish i knew what the problem is. i'm too afraid it's nothing and it's just all in my head.

maybe it was those 10 pushups i did yesterday.

newspaper

who else out there gets the sunday paper?  was there a michael's ad or joann fabrics add in yesterday's paper?

aim

how many hours/days do you think i can go without using AIM?

i still haven't even gotten dressed yet today. i want to do something but i don't know what.

i slept about 13 hours last night. i was so tired around 10:45. the night bfore i only slept 9 hours.

laura and betsy liked my place then they went home through monroeville instead of going home the quick way. they were afraid to get lost or something.

today betsy thanked me for calling her on her birthday to wish her a happy birthday. her dad only told her today that i did it. i don't think it had the same effect. her birthday was a week ago.

is it bad i'm going to a wedding saturday and i don't know what to wear to it. i dont know if i have anything i can wear.  o i have this slip i wore to a wedding in 2nd grade. o it would be fun to wear that again. but i need things to wear over said slip.  also i'm going out w/ friends tomorrow night so i dont have time to shop.

update: i'm wearing the lsip i wore october 5, 1991 but i last wore it maybe a month ago. and i'm wearing a dress i wore may 30, 2003 and have not worn since. well i have to try on this dress i guess. i weighed almost 20 lbs heavier then. i hope it's not too cleavage-y now that i'm thinner

i don't like my custom fit orthodics. i dont' know if it's that i'm not used to them or not. i'll give them until monday. i'm still phasing them in.

everyday

i swear i come up with a new reason why i'm a failure at life.  that's what i say in my head to myself. but it's really just something that i did and didn't want to or vice versa.  today i wanted to clean up since i invted a friend over friday and i wont' be home at all tomorrow night or thursday night and i have a doctor appointment after work friday.  2 or so days a week it is because i forgot to take my daily picture.  when i think about my weight graph it is that i only weigh myself once every 3 weeks or so  so i say i'm a failure at life again.  when i forget to tell someone happy birthday on their birthday. i even feel worse when i think of it all day and keep saying i'll call said person and then i dont' and it becomes too late.  o what a failure.

i picked up pictures from sam's club. 14 bucks i spent on them.

then i went to michael's.  it sucked.
so i went to joann fabrics with my michael's coupon. i got 2 things that were on sale so i pciked up something else i liked that was supposed to be full price so i could use my 40% off coupon. well that thign was half off. so everything i got was actually half off. but the lady rang it up wrong and only scanned one thing out of my variety pack so that thing was 6 bucks.  nowonder it never sold.  and i got 40% off of that.  so i spent about 16 and i thought i'd be spending 24.

first time

tonight was the first time i ever waxed a car. we waxed pb's car. last night we washed it.  it's so pretty.

tv

the one guy in invasion is such a looker it makes me love the show even though it's sci fi.

Brian Connelly's wife is about 4 months pregnant by now. I'm in shock.  I think they got married around Christmas but i'm not too sure on that.

oi

today i didn't put on makeup and thought i looked horrible. dave thought i looked good. he said then he didn't pay attention to my face and he paid attention to my boobs.

i got the sunday paper today. i'm looking through it now. i dont think i got a joann fabrics ad or a michael's ad.

i can not believe what a failure at life i am.  i forgot to tell af riend happy birthdya. i didnt' even remember until 8 days later. too many birthdays around these 2 weeks.

pb/dave

i hate confusion. and i'm always confused about if a friend knows pb as dave or as pb. i never know which to say. sometimes i confuse people saying the wrong one. i bet most people know him as both, but i still get confused in my head before i talk

i need more LJ friends or LJ friends that actually post. I hate when I got over a day without reading my friends page and then there aren't any new posts or even when there is only 1 new post. i went over 24 hours. i want reading material.

picnic pictures

telling people about pictures and having them be interested did cheer me up

picnic pictures  some have captions. more will have captions later.  the ones at the end are from laura's camera. she made a scrapbook of sorts about hers.  pages 6 and 7 or 7 and 8 are the ones of the picnic but you can view all of hers because everyone loves pictures as much as me.


i want a back brace so i won't slouch and so my back won't hurt. i want shoes that don't eat away the skin on my heels. i'm just so needy.

clothing

this is what i decided not to wear to my family picnic. well mainly not family but anywhay here is what i decided not to wear first and what i decided not to wear 2nd. oh no there is no picture of what i decided not to wear 2nd.  but here's what i decided not to wear third. i wore the pink shirt and a different skirt. but then around 10pm i changed into pants. i don't have pictures of the last 2 either.

cheering up

i thought maybe i'm like those women on tv shows that need to spend money and get stuff to cheer up. so i spent 22 bucks at joann fabrics on brads, snaps, and eyelets.  i'm not cheered up.  don't let me do that again. even though i used coupons and i've been wanting to go my reasoning was flawed.

my head is going to explode. i hate sears. i'm mad. i hate gift cards.

post gazette

well all i ordered was a sunday paper. the first sunday it was ok. sunday #2 i did not get one (that was 3 days ago) and then today i got a paper.  oi

now i have multiple phones hooked up. it sure will be nice to actually hear the phone when i'm upstiars.

sunday paper

i didn't even get one today.

i watched about 6 episodes of sopranos today.