addiction

i'm addicted to sneding money to pay off my student loans. but i dont have the money to do this. well i have it but i need to save it for the wedding and then i'm behind. i have to tell myself a minimum of 8 times a day that i can't sned a payment in. sometimes i even have my bank website opened ready to do it. i've been able to hold myself back to 2 payments a month for the past couple months but it is hard work. nelnet is the best loan site i've had to deal with. all loans should be through them.