i can't decide if i'm healthy enough to go into work for half day or not. i'm kind of lightheaded and when i move then it's no good. but my stomach doesnt hurt anymore. but group meetings are so interesting. i dont want to miss it.

clothes

man i just got so distracted looking at old pictures of me (from 2005) on my calendar site. my clothes were much prettier and i had a better variety back before i started working. they make me want to not work for awhile just to wear the not so dressy clothes anymore. but back when i wore that everyday i thought i looked nice all dressed up.

posts

Journal entries:2,875
Comments: Posted: 1,780 - Received: 1,616

it's weird i've posted more comments than i've received. at least my comments posted vs journal entries isn't so bad. there used to be a much greater difference

work

i brought work home to do but i can't connect to the work computer. it makes me mad. well i can't connect to the westinghouse network. i am really tired. perhaps it is bedtime and i'll just work extra hard tomorrow. it's so late for a shower. but i hate getting my shower in the morning because it takes forever to dry my hair.

in the middle of this post i tried to connect to westinghouse and it worked. therefore i couldn't post the post. i logged in and did about a half hours worth of work. actualy about 10 minutes of that was just sorting through e-mails.

i have no idea why i'm so tired lately. i hope i'm not getting sick.

new icon

but it may look similiar to my normal one.

tonight

my mom made stuffed shells tonight. she even had to make the sauce from scratch. then while she was taking it out of the oven i noticed the dish was cracked. her 13x9 is now in 3 pieces and they only ate the shells from one side of the dish (the side w/o cracks). she wasn't sure if i would stay for dinner. pb doesnt like stuffed shells. but when the pan broke i def decided not to stay since they couldn't eat some of them cuz of how there could be glass and all.

weekend

i'm a posting slacker.

last night i pb and i made peanut butter pie. then i went out to dessert with laura and betsy.

today i went to the bridal show at the expomart. we dropped dave's car off at kennyross. isntead of my dad just dropping us off at home, he had us take the cavalier. wow that car seems so weak and crappy. it's only a 2003.

then we came home at watched tv and now it's now. o well i did laundry in there too.

i'm tired. i brought work home to do. perhaps i'll do it in bed so i fall asleep quicker.

oi

i forgot that i wanted to go to the gym and/or lift weights tonight. o well.

dieting is hard work if i dont have anythign healthy here or buy anythign healthy or exercise. i think i'm missing the point

TV

i turned on veronica mars episode 1 (from season 3) tonight. we watfched the whole episode and it felt like ti was only a few minutes long. now i want to rewatch the next 13 episodes just for kicks.

i slept like a log and now i'm still really tired.

workout

that was the hardest workout ever. i did 15 min on the elliptial (~1.25 mi and about 115 calories). then i went ot the bike. after 10 minutes that was super rough. i was watching deal or no deal and i wanted to find out how it ended. i also wanted to do 30 minutes. well it was getting so hard for me that the thing kept thinking i was pausing it and i had to petal to rework it. i made it to 28 minutes and the girl took the deal. i think it was only about 100 calories on the thing. i forget the milage but it wasn't that much at all. i can't believe how hard that was. my knee only started to feel bad aroudn 20 min. but it sure hurts now. i ended up taking off the knee brace after i drove there with it on. it just hurt too much. now i need to shower but i'm still listening to howard.

update: the workout was hard not from breathing too heavy but that my legs just didn't want to go anymore.

veronica mars

today jill asked a few of us if we watched heroes. none of us had. but then i mentioned veronica mars and that i watched that. then i said how i dont like how it's goign now. and jill said "oooohhh that logan" so i'm not the only one. i can't handle this. each weeek i hope goes by so quickly so that i get another episode

ugh

i spent 84 bucks last week at express and today i get a 15% coupon from them.

TV

it's like nothing even happens on veronica mars. it seems like more should happen. what i want to happen never does. now i have ot wait a week and see if it happens. i bet it won't. things are going in the opposite direction

5 minutes until veronica mars

TV

i had crazy dreams about veronica mars. in my dreams, i dreamt Duncan returned. I wonder if that will ever happen. Veronica Mars is on TV tonight at 9. i might watch it on TV instead of waiting for it to download.

my abs hurt from sneezing so much

ugh

if boy cheats on girl and girl breaks up with boy. then girl doesnt eat for 2 weeks or she throws up and loses lots of weight should girl get back w/ boy 2 weeks later. i think not. but i guess i'm not girl. oi.


i dont hve more details. i want them.

accomplished

i added 2 new galleries today. they aren't very interesting but i lead a boring life. i need to do something/go somewhere that will have nice non-boring kodak moments. any ideas?