more today

earlier today i mentioned something about grades and then my mom got all in my face and made me leave so i wouldn't cry in front of her. well i didn't want her to know i was crying. then i went upstairs and got my puffalump that i rediscovered when i was unpacking a few hours earlier. i hugged it and pretended it was dave and hugging me back. it helped slightly but wasn't the same. then when i came downstairs i started talkign to my mom about the puffalump and it got me thinking not about grades so i felt better. maggie had one too. we are taking them to school next year. mine is a cute white cow and hers is an elephant. i wonder if i named it when i was little. i can't remember. o boy do i miss everyone at school.