another comment

i'm not just fat. i'm gutty. i haven't gained weight. this may seem odd. i've also had bloodwork and i have high cortisol levels. if you read up on it a side effect or something of it is being gutty. it's been a month or so since i looked it up so i forget all the details. i believe i have mentioned this before. but this is just something that shows that beign gutty isn't all my fault. my levels were WAY high. my doctor didn't say anything about it thought so just maybe it isn't affecting me at all. who knows . it' sjust an explanation that i remembered while laying in bed and thinking.