loan-dream

i'm so weird. i had a dream that was exciting. but this would not be exciting for anyone else. i dreamed i sent $3 to my nelnet loan. there was this long figuring as to why i sent it. oh man so exciting. (the balance of my nelnet is about a grand)

"you sure look fat from that angle"

very odd

so last year i got my mom this gameboy game for christmas. she already had it. i was going to return it. i couldn't find the receipt. i knew teh price and that i bought it on oct 22 (2006). well i requested a receitp from discover. that recipt didn't show much so i never returned it. i still have the game in the box sealed. well yesterday i found the receipt. just magic sitting there on the floor. friday i refound the game.

nap

i just had a very nice nap. perhaps too long of a nap. it was so comfy and nice.

i was so tired. even this morning i couldn't wake up. i just didn't want to. i stayed up a little late last night but also 2 nights ago i barely got any sleep and my body wanted it.

sleep

i had an awful sleeped. i tossed and turned so bad. i kept waking up. i barely got any sleep at all.

i only wish i had plans today because nobody else is on to im me or e-mail me.

all of those clothes are now at goodwill. they filled my trunk. i did decide to take one last peek at my dress before giving it away.

impressed!

Once we got home from dinner, we started going through boxes in the garage. We had these 2 big containers (well not as big as those plastic containers you used to pack stuff in when you moved) and we filled both 4 times and threw the stuff away. Then we also through away some broken up boxes with stuff in them. Sometimes I had to fight Dave to get him to not through away some of my stuff though. We didn’t totally finish. There are 4 or so half full boxes that we need to condense, then 2 thatthat have some scrapbook stuff in them that I didn’t realize were down there, and one more big one with blankets in it. Oh and the wedding centerpieces boxes that I’m trying to sell to someone.

Dave said that gram’s table was the best table we ever got. He said he wouldn’t have worked as long or gotten as much done if he had to keep getting up and down going through boxes. We were able to pick boxes up and put them on the table as we went through them. I also took inventory of the boxes. So I’m glad we had the table. It’s always so boring to do stuff down there myself. So in the past I’ve quit after like 5 minutes.

This morning I was also going through some clothes. If you add up the clothes I went through a few weeks ago that I haven’t given to goodwill yet and these clothes, it’s 64 things. I think I need to go through my shoes again.
I hate how I like shoes but then I wear them and can’t walk for a few days. Next time I wear the one dress shoes with a skirt I’m wearing in my walking shoes and changing in the building and changing before leaving too. That would help A LOT.

I’m also giving my wedding dress to goodwill. I was going to throw it away but remembered how they have dresses there and some people can’t afford to buy it new.

at 5pm when i hadn't gotten dressed yet I didn't think my holiday from work would be a productive one.
around 1:00 PM i started watching Men in Trees. I watched 4 episodes today. I guess it was fun to relax.

house

next weekend, we are meeting with someone from Heartland Homes and picking everything for our house and giving the rest of our deposit. It's not really picking everything, we don't pick the countertops or the handles or any of the flooring (unless we are getting hardwood).

seriously

how hard is it to reply to an e-mail with a sentence or even one word? if you have to research something and your reply has to be long and involved that may be a different story but really i'm sick of people not responding to e-mails that clearly require a response.

ugh update

i really am very miserable. so miserable that i made phone calls today to movers just to get out of doing work. like seriously i hate the phone. i have no ambition anymore. the one thing i liked my manager made me give up because most groups rotate this task after about a year. even though nobody in teh group wanted to do it. and she basically forced someone to do it. and he complains all the time about hating to do it.

i still have my eye twitch. that's been a few months. it's not as bad lately. almost not as bad since i applied for a new job because now there is hope to get out of the group.

also i was talking to dave asking him why the past few months i'm never fulfilled when eating and i just want to eat and he said that's because i hate work and that's how he was.

even when i'm home enjoying myself i'm not because of the thought of work the next day. sundays are actually the worst. i know i have a full week ahead of me. i just dread the entire day knowing the later in the day it is the closer i am to work.

i had cake for dinner
yellow cake with chocolate icicing
dave and i made it last night.

we got some pricing from movers today.
they charge a lot.
we'd have to pay even more since we're double moving (well moving to storage and then moving to the new place a few months later)

so we might try to move it ourselves and be people to help us. anyone want to help or should i say willing to help? it'll be in mid-may.

i always get distracted with TV and don't get done with what i want to get done.

update

i didn't sleep well. around 8 i was tossing and turning and super hot. i finally got to sleep and slept until 10:30.
my feet hurt so bad. just laying in bed was a kliler because they hurt so bad. then the first few steps in the morning are so awful
yesterday we finally used our linen's and things gift card that was a wedding gift.

i lost my paper when i inventoried the clothes for goodwill so i'll have to do that again and then i think we are going to drop them off. i just want to get it out of hte house.

i have so much that i want to get done today, just like every weekend. it's not going to happen though.

i just got home. i'm a rebel staying otu so late. i was at kelly's stamping. it was fun.

i'm tired so i'm reading then goign to sleep. i couldn't connect to work tonight so i couldn't do any of that.

today i ate cheeze itz around 11:15. then 2 oatmeals at lunch (well i didn't finish the bowl) then a bowl of broccoli chedar soup at panera, a panera bagel, and then ice cream. i wonder if that's a normal amount of food or not.

so the 5 lb weights were too light so i used 1 15 and 1 5. now my butt muscles are sore. i was doing step ups (or whatever they are called)

pb's computer is having all kinds of troubles. he was booting it up again to try to figure out how to back up the harddrives adn then it wasn'te ven working. gives hard disk drive errors or something. then we go to watch tv and the computer downstairs is broken in some way. he doesn't even know what is wrong with it. he's sad he can't get a new computer right now.

my Berry Bliss class went well. I was shocked that nobody ever made origami boxes growing up.

my scrapbook for Betsy has 31 pages. I just took pictures of the pages instead of scanning them in. I'm lazy.

i accidentally made too many pretzel clusters (i made up this name. i don't know what they are called but the are like coconut clusters but with pretzels and not coconut so i assume i can call them that).

i made 66. 37 white chocolate, 29 milk chocolate. i made about 50 cocnut clusters and 9 almond clusters yesterday (the bag of almonds only got me 9 clusters). i made these plus cookies that i'm making tomorrow for 4 people. i think i went overboard so i'm going to take some to work tomorrow for my group.