crazy night

i'm tired. i slept for 10 hours but those 10 hours weren't so good. i woke up twice in a full body sweat.  my nose is all stuffed up now. i had a really weird/bad dream. i kept sorta waking up and then it would slightly change but be the same dream. in it my cousin jared died and i dotn know why. nobody would ever tell me.  there was something about uncle henry's obituary even tho he died 3 years back (which he never did). and some magical reasons the obituaries from that day were on my camera so I still had them. I dont mean i took pictures of the obituary but that there was this cardboardy thing outlining my camera that had them on it.  then i forget what exactly happened but i was scrapbooking down the street and doing something and opening a new scrapbook material then i drove home but th enext second i was running back there ..well walking then running and ridge, from the bold and the beautiful was after me. then the alarm went off (set it for 1pm)  crazy dream.