http://pics.akwire.net:8000/main.php/v/Party11June2005/ fun pictures  sorry they are out of order.

update: i fixed the order

so aparently my mom called me at midnight last night. she was one of my missed calls. she was worried that iw as passed out drunk. my mom said to me this morning "how do u fell" and i shrug cuz i didnt' shower yet but she meant drinking. she couldnt fall asleep until i got home at 3.

i got beer in my hair. i was there from 8:30-2:30. The host puked a bit. I think there was an age limit of 30 unless your wife and kid are out of town (then 31 is allowed).  i wish i had my camera. but some guy took tons of pictures and i'm supposed to get them from him somehow.

nice

i went INTO the bank today

craziest dream i had

mikey lived at home. sara was always here. then all of a sudden mikey proposes to sara. her response was "i can't...timmy" but then they are gonna get married.  and mommy is so crazy helping them plan. like if she was in the middle of doing something with me or cooking food she would just stop to go help plan. she was helping plan the shower and the wedding stuff. but daddy was making the phone calls to see if a place would fit them in soon like in the next few months.  sara was helping bake cookies at one point and was making them all wrong at one point. she was having the cookies touch on the cookie sheet before putting them in th eoven.  this was making me sooo mad cuz u don't want all your cookies to touch and have flat edges. but all the time when they weren't planning  the shower/wedding, timmy and sara were hanging out or sitting beside each other. mikey would be sitting on another couch or something.  i was unhappy about all this planning because nobody paid attention to me.

i dont know why i even ask questions. nobody ever answers them.

sorry behind the last post

SmilinColleen: this is so weird. i get invited to a party  someone is having at work.  he said people from work will be there
SmilinColleen: then today i call to find out of it's afternoon or evening (tomorrow) and he said "evening some people are coming earlier but mainly evening" i said what time's that he said "8-9"
SmilinColleen: i ask what to bring
SmilinColleen: he said he doesnt know i ask whty they r having. he said  no food  a keg and drinks

what should i take to a party that has some coworkers and no food and a keg that starts in the evening (8-9pm or so i was told)

hair

minutes after it was curled:


after i woke up and brushed it:


after humidity killed it and i put it up (and let it down for hte picture):

booze

i got my first arm band today for being 21 and allowed to have booze at the bar. she made it sooo loose i could give it to someone else. i slid it off my wrist w/o having to scrunch my hand at all.  i didnt' drink any though.

i'm tired

so when i drive to work  not carpooling w/ my dad. i leave 3 min before him and we pull into the parkign lot one behidn the other (cuz he's stuck behind me) but if i leave a min behidn my dad i get there liek 6 min after him.  yet he claims he doesn't speed. and on 993 i go 55 minimum slowing down to 45 on the curves that i'm supposed to slow down to 25 for and go over 50 on 22 where the speed limit is 35.

why

ok i have this pair of earrings. and the one earring i cannot get into my right ear and yet the other one goes in right away.  and then i try the earring in my right  ear in my left ear and it won't go in but the earring that wouldn't go in my right ear goes right into my left ear. 
this should not happen.  What gives?

i must remember to inspect my plant tomorrow to figure out what's wrong with it or what looks wrong so i can report back to callie.

i went to sleep at 9 last night for a nap. i decided to sleep the night but then i woke up many many times in the night. so i dont think i slept that well.

i was so tired a bit ago and almsot felll asleep  but then i got called to dinner. so i didn't get to sleep.

fyi: new clothes were purchased. i keep adding new clothes to my old gallery here

well my 6th dr appt for the summer was made today

o my  i almost changed clothes w/o taking my pictures!

should i do an intern thing thursday 5:30-9:30 in pittsburgh?

so i have this dilema. it's gonna rian tomorrow so it will ruin my hair at lunch if i curl it. it's gonna be in the 80s all week cuz it's getting to that time of year. should i curl it pretty anyway?

my mom yelled at me for lifetime ruining entire day. i only started watchign itn at 10:30am. i'm trying ot figure out if i can squeeze a shower in on next commercial or if i shoudl wait until 11. cuz i have to dry it and curl it and stuff.

dead spider on my box of hot rollers.  i dont know if it's my buddy or not.

my mom said she killed two centipedes today (upstairs). i told timmy and he said "she didn't kill joe did she?!"

pierced

i got them

spider returned

and crawled to part of the ceiling that i can't reach





the camera was able to work better today because it was brighter in my room.

so i'm not sore at all and i ran last faster (so harder) than i did when i jogged w/ maggie a few months ago. and after the run w/ maggie i was all sore. so maybe i didn't run hard enough. man i wish i was sore so it was like i did something.

awake

my mom woke me up this morning to show me her new outfit. that would have been alright if that's all she did cuz then i could have fallen back asleep. then she kept talking to me. then she shouts up from downstairs that i have to close the skylight.  looks like i'm up now.

a spider

was on my curtains and posed for pictures but then escaped


but timmy got some better pictures in the basement of a centipede




update: so i went downstairs 3-4 hours after the pictures were taken and timmy points out "his friend" in the corner and tells me how it moved to a different spot and moved to another spot and it was just chilling there.

i'm such a loser. i made my hair look so nice about an hour ago. then i went running

pre run:


post run:

I sure look pretty w/ that red face.

so i wake up today thinking it's monday (well middle of the night) then i realize it is sunday  only to find out 3 hours later that it's saturday

i slept a long time last night. i woek up at one point and went back to sleep to finish my dream. i did finish it but i forget what it was. i woke up and mommy and daddy were gone. they didnt leave a note.  how dare they.

o man today at janet's the waitress referred to me, my mom, and timmy as "ladies" at least 4 times. she seemed to stop doing that once he ordered/talked.

o and i leanred tonight that insurance doesnt cover surgery for tmj

not so fun times then fun times

i went ot cafe supreme for dinner (w/ my parents and timmy). i bit into this soft roll. it was still warm it tasted so good. then it killed my jaw and i couldnt eat. then i was eating a cooked carrot that came w/ my meal and it hurt my jaw too. so overall i had about 1/15 of my salad, 1 roll minus some curst, 1 bite of chicken marsala, 1 roasted potato piece.  i'm hungry.
then we went to oak hallow park to "learn" how to drive the impala. we drove aroudn the park and then on the trail (durst road) then back on nike site .  well that was timmy. then i drove and drove on nike site first then back on the trail then half a loop around oak hallow.  the trail was THE BEST trip ever. sheep, calves, guinea hens, bunnies, birds, red winged black bird, dogs, the barn house had it's garage door open, deer, killdeer, chipmunk, and probably other stuff I forget.
THEN we went and played on the playground at oak hallow. it's the best playground ever. it was so much fun. i got dizzy so many times from the fun stuff. all the spinny stuff was awesome. there are 2 things that look like satelite dishes that are awesome and u sit in them and pin. there are 2 things that u stand and spin.... very nice. i didnt' try the baby slide because there was a puddle of water at the bottom and i forgot to try out the swings. i tried the rest. i even climbed up the thing that looks like a spider web. if anyone wants to go play, let me know.

so me and timmy finally driving the impala means we cracked my dad and he caved into having to readjust the seat after we drive it but it's only for "emergencies"

i stopped off at giant eagle on teh way home to get my mom another anniversary cake cuz she didn't liek the last one.  she wouldnt write on it.  at first i wanted a sheet cake and was going to have it say "happy 29th + 4 anniverary" but then i had to get ar oudn one  and she said it was too small to write on but i thought she coudl fit a number so i wanted "29.01" but she didnt want to do it.

anniversary cake (number 2):

what up i called today to get an mri appointment and i got one for tomorrow. go me.  but not go my day off. i thought "ooo i could go to kennywood" but then realized i have nobody to go with.

who wants to go to kennywood with me that would like to ride and be willing to stay and ride almost all day?

please someone want to go with me

i went downstairs to cheer myself up by eating.  but i quit after getting yelled at.  i just got yelled at for NOT scrapbookign in the basement        cuz timmy's using my table for his computer and she can't stand that

btw  all those years we joked about all my dad doing is eating at work. i think it's ture. they go thorugh a 6 lb box of nochos in 2 days.

i made my dentist appointment and i feel a lot better cuz now i did 2 thigns out of 40+.

i wish timmy would do more things wrong like yesterday so then i wouldn't get yelled at. my sweater and hoodie r downstairs and i get yelled at to bring them up here. yet they r my "coat" cuz i dont have a spring / summer coat so shouldnt they be allowed to be downstirs like the rest of the coats in this house.

my perm isn't very good i dont think. there are a bunch of straight parts.  i have about 40 things on my to do list.

i dont follow my own rules

i got my paycheck today. i'm paid on salary not hourly liek they said. so i get gypped because i work 2 long months instead of like february.

so today i come home from work and hear my boss's ring tone. timmy had it on his phone. i knew i heard it before. it's so catchy.

i was whooping up when playing poker w/ my dad, brother, joey, and dave. but i had to give up and let timmy play for me (he was the only one out) so i coudl dry and curl my hair.

i'm so full. i need to quit eating.i'm going to explode. i have a headache.

excitement

i sure am glad i decided to reorganize my drawer. i found gum bands from my braces. now i can wear my watch w/ the band brokenish using one of these. this is great. other gum bands were too big and wouldnt hold. time to switch watches.

weird

my door mysteriously opned at 8:45 this morning. everyone denies opening it. then I get up and the water has air bubbles in it or something.
I also noticed today that my stomach is flatter than normal. I do not weigh any less and I haven't done crunches or anything.

fan=asthma

remember almost a month ago when i said i thought my desktop had asthma cuz it was wheezing. i think ti does. cuz it also doenst wheeze all the time.  It went weeks without wheezing and now it's back to doing it again.

my room seems to have gotten so messy. i need to clean it up more. the piles on my dresser are falling over.  I did clean out my sock drawer today and so now the drawer that they were overflowing into is empty so i can put back in there the t-shirts.

new photo album

what should i wear today?  I feel it should be something good cuz of my website.

the bad things are starting to fix

and

so many good things and so many bad things. stupid computer

if i'm dead tomorrow ask pb why

work went fast, then slow, then really slow, then fast. but the slow parts only lasted an hr.

hehe

this is unpacked right?

work was fun today. i got to finish what i started last week because we got all the info we were waiting for. i worked on some other stuff. it went really fast. which was good. monday dragged on and on and i kept figuring out what percent of the day i had left.

sigh

my moods sure change at the drop of a hat

i'm home from work an hour an a half early. and i only had to leave for work a half hour early but i did only get a 10 min lunch or so instead of 45 min.

i'm funny

Frick00001: haha, youre hilarious

new pictures here and here added today

when i showed people how much of a nerd i am i got:
OreoFuchi: oh my god
KBRedXIII: woah, I see, this is a list of outfits
SmilinColleen: and the day i wore it
SmilinColleen: so like now just new stuff or anything
SmilinColleen: i could color code new stuff
KBRedXIII: lol, funny b/c mom was saying I should pick out all my outfits on the weekends so I don't have to search at night
SmilinColleen: and also link them
SmilinColleen: oooo
SmilinColleen: that's an idea

now i got a new idea.  i'll show you later. i dotn think i can actually link it up  right cuz it's pulling the pics from my harddrive

but i have an excel file of each day this summer.  then i highlighted the weekend days.  i marked down what i wore that day (even the shoes) and if i took / take a pic of me that day i'll link it in.  i just learned the link business today.

the water is still dirty.
walking at lunch in the rain sure did a number on my curled hair.

the jackets and pants i bought thursday and friday are now on sale 20-30% off. i bought them regular price.

there's no water. this hinders the shower taking ability.

wow

SmilinColleen: should i wear my pink or green jacket tomorrow
Gravester7: pink

weird

today i feel really happy. i think this is a good summer and i'm enjoying myself.  my room is getting cleaner which could be a factor. i also only got yelled at once today. i think that'sa  huge factor. it's crazy. yesterday I was not happy.

today i threw out my 7th grade track shoes, 9th grade track shoes, 11th grade cross country shoes, extra fabric from sewing class in 8th grade, and some other pretty old things.

i bought a shoe rack. it's kinda nice.  i dunno .. i took pics. you'll learn the bad things about it when u see the pics.  i'll upload them once i take pics of all my shoes on it. or at least of it full. 

more clothes have been purchased today

better link

i made a photo gallery of my new clothes so it's easier to look at.  i hate having to click on links like i had before.
here

correlation?

i seem to be much happier now that people comment to my posts.

this is a reversible skirt


my camera kept giving me issues. i used three sets of batteries and aparnetly did'tn get the pic of the other side of this skirt

the rest of the pics of those clothes are here

my family hates me and i worked w/ my first actual confidential information today.

i got some new clothes and took some pics of them here.

SmilinColleen: so last night i took a nap at 7pm and my mom was yelling at me
SmilinColleen: cuz i shouldnt have to nap
SmilinColleen: i got 4.5 hours of sleep or less 3 nights in a row
SmilinColleen:  so then i was asleep on the couch
SmilinColleen: in my jeans and stuff
SmilinColleen: and i slept until 10 when my dad woke me up to go upstairs. i said ok and  then fell back to sleep
SmilinColleen: i meant to go upstairs tho
SmilinColleen: then i didnt' wake up until 4am when th eclock was dinging
SmilinColleen: so i went back to sleep and woke up at 5:45 ... my wake up time is 5:53 so i get out of the shower before my dad needs it

info i may make in a few coherent paragraphs later

SmilinColleen: i did some shopping todya
JCal01: what did ya buy
SmilinColleen: short sleeve: yellow, black, blue
3/4 sleeve: black
skirt: black (about to knee), pink pattern a little past knee, and deeeeep pruple (or some color) w/ floral print
pin stripe suit jacket
SmilinColleen: steel toed shoes (work will reimburse me for these)
SmilinColleen: running/walking shoes
arch support insoles for my dress shoes
SmilinColleen: so i spent 25+34+181+66 (and i'll get reimbursed for 80)
JCal01: nice
SmilinColleen: they had pink pin stripe but i dont know how well that will stay in stile
SmilinColleen: style
SmilinColleen: plus i dont need a jacket for work it was just nice
SmilinColleen: the pants didn't fit right  and they didn't have the next size bigger or even the size after that
SmilinColleen: but i can go back at some point of i feel i need them
SmilinColleen: so i spent less than half of what i made so far this week tho
JCal01: hows it going
SmilinColleen: today i reviewd papers but then an engineer w/ a degree has to check my review stamp and resing it
SmilinColleen: meslissa just went through and resigned them w/o checking
SmilinColleen: i walk 2 miles at lunch a day
SmilinColleen: but i dont think i'll be there long enough to be in the 100 mile club
SmilinColleen: cuz we have to go to vendors and stuff so i cant walk

SmilinColleen: so people warned me that the lady i walk w/ is a "speed walker"
SmilinColleen: before i went otu the first day
SmilinColleen: and she like walks my pace  i didnt think it was fast at all

Rukky G: u use any engineering knowledge yet
SmilinColleen: when they talked about stuff
SmilinColleen: emd,  mechanisms
SmilinColleen: like i knew what they were talkign about
SmilinColleen: yield strength

SmilinColleen: next week i'll start work at 7:15
Aquatic941: i think thats typical of internships
Aquatic941: if i ever want or need to start my day earlier i could
SmilinColleen: i could choose anytime roughtly between 7 and 8:30
SmilinColleen: and leave anytime after 4
SmilinColleen: but i could even start at 6:30
Aquatic941: same here
Aquatic941: wierd huh
SmilinColleen: not really
SmilinColleen: different people have different needs
SmilinColleen: my lunch starts at 11:30
SmilinColleen: but i could choose  30 min, 45 min or hr

sleep

i went to bed at 7pm on the couch in my clothes i wore yesterday. i woke up from the couch at 5:45 am. my dad tried to wake me up at 10 to go up to bed. I said ok and moved my leg to go up but fell back to sleep. the chiming of our clock every 15 minutes got to me twice and i remember specific chiming in my dream. so i dont think i'll be tired today. i was exhausted monday. then i didn't get more sleep and was super exhausted tuesday and then yesterday i didnt get much sleep again and got extremely exhausted when i had to stand up all day.

oi

my jaw hurts. my tongue hurts from that bump/ucler thing on it. my left cheek also hurts. i bit it on sunday and keep rebiting it. it took me a half hour to eat a jumbo sandwich today because of this.  my lunch is only a half hour long.
my feet hurt. i had to stand all day and it was kind of boring and not walking around  just standing. i kept almost fallign asleep and almost falling over.
i need to get steel toed shoes for friday.
i'm sooo tired i want to go to sleep.  my jaw hurts too bad for sleep though and dinner is almost on the table even tho i ate a lot of poatoes. and i cant' eat dinner cuz fo my jaw  (steak!=good for jaw)
i left for work at 5:53am today. i got back at 5:51pm  except i'm not sure if i was looking at the same clock.  but i only did 10 hours of work.

i've returned from work. i was gone for 16 hours today. i have to leave at 6am tomorrow.

and i just woke up from a 2 hour nap.

well i'm back from my first day of work. i didnt' do any work. i got all this intro stuff. i didnt' finish that. i got my new hire physical. i did security stuff. i got introduced to a million people. i dotn remember anyone's name or face.

o man so many guys have muscles around here.  very different than rpi. i dont konw how to handle it.

stuff

there's no food in this house.  my mom's cooking dinner now. i think it has to cookin the oven for like an hour after she finishes making it. i'm starving now. and now that she's in the kitchen i can't hunt for food.

i tried to move my computer tower underneath my computer desk but the cords wont' reach and the cords wont fit through the hole in the hutch of the desk. actually the hutch/desk is too close to the wall that the cords that will fit through the hole can't because the wall blocks them.  but this doesnt really matter because the cord that goes from the monitor to the computer doesnt fit through the hole.  timmy suggested (before he even knew how it wouldtn fit underneath the desk) that i just put it in mike's room.  he does have the desk w/o a hutch so no cord problem and does have a dresser the same height ad the desk right beside it so my printer and scanner could live there too. but his room is not my room and i would have to get up and stuff and also i couldnt do things in my room and use the computer at the same time and he doesnt have a tv in there. and it suer is convenient to use the computer right before bed. it sure is nice not having to use my laptop.  i wish i had a keyboard drawer. i also wish i knew how to mouse w/ my left hand becasue i need room for my mouse to the right of my keyboard so then my keyboard can't be centered over the chair spot in the desk.  what should i do? i think i'll leave my computer here and put up w/ my mom yelling bout it. and i'll try not to kick the tower or anything.

i'm getting there with unpacking. well there's only one drawer thing (that has my paper in it) downstairs that isn't going to be stored for the summer.  i have 2 boxes w/ textbooks and folders in it.  i brought them home to go through them but that will not be happening yet. so i will put them downstairs w/ my scarpbooking stuff.  i also have a box up in my bedroom of scrapbooking stuff that i shoudlt ake downstairs to the basement w/ the rest of my scrapbooking stuff.  scrapbooking up here is nice becuase i can see the tv at the same time.  but scrapbooking at the bar is nice cuz it's a table top vs my bed.  but i dont haverooom to store all my scrapbooking stupplies up in my room.  i'm going to wait to hook up my printer and scanner for a few days. i have a spot for my printer and possibly scanner (if it will stand upright (dad broke the upright holder thing but i might try to super glue it.  i have too many books that won't fit on my bookshelf. so i guess my printer and scanner boxes are still downstairs.  my backpack is still also in the kitchen.

wow this is my longest post in a long time.

i hate it here

i tryign to clean off bed
and fireant or red ant

i go to get tissue to killi t
and it disappears
how can i sleep in my bed after that

pre-weight graph time

fyi in August 1998 i weighed 106.5 (at 11am)
in May 1999 I weighed 108 (at 10pm)
July 2000 I weighed 110.5

(those are just some random weights on this list I found underneath the calendar on my desk)

wow

my back hurts so bad.  it's never hurt this bad. it sure makes unpacking hard because it's a pain to bring boxes upstairs

help

does anyone know how to fix this?

ok time table moved up to getting a powercord... wont' charge at all now.

my back hurts... carrying more boxes isn't fun.

i can't set up my desktop yet... where are my cords?

5 of six grades posted so far.........

i get home and see a spider on the wall on my way down the stiars and then as i sit here at the kitchne table as pider jumps on my hand and then goes under my laptop. but it disappeared on the table.

i'm done w/ finals.  the wireless card is installed in my desktop and it works. but my computer fan is making noises.  like breathing heavy or wheezing every now and then (like asthma)

MSL test

omg i'm so stupid

o

i dont know how much i mentioned already but last night i wanted to go to boston market. but we couldtn cuz the road was closed cuz of all these firetrucks there for kfc. i didnt' know what was going on. then today when we actually went to boston market, kfc is boarded up and a big dumpster in the parking lot. and caution tape around some trees in the parking lot. i attempted to take pictures while dave drove both times.

I might not get to this until tomorrow

but I doubt many will post before then or many will post at all

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal

and for 2 let me say it wont be a song

wireless for my desktop

i bought a wireless PCI adapter that does g and b for my desktop. fun times for the summer. i bought it now w/ more sales tax and probably more expensive at comp usa than best buy but so dave can install it before i get home. i had to weigh the pros and cons of each. i thought i woudl go to best buy tomorrow or wed but i'm pretty busy so when we were out at boston market we went just down the street to comp usa.