complaints

pb doesnt do any work. he expects me to be the one doing everythign and fixing everything. lots of it is my stuff but not all and stuff like sweeping and cleaning the floors is general and could be done by him and he isnt even working anywhere no so he should be doing it instead of relying on me when i get home from work to make dinner or decide what dinner is and then to clean up and let him play his computer game all day. and he thinks stuff is clean when it isn't. and i cleaned the stove today and then he just made a mess on it right after cutting his bagel w/o having anythign to catch the crumbs underneath.he always thinks none of it is his so he doesnt have to put it away but a lot of the times most of it is his.

i need a job that will give me hours. or i need a few jobs. i want to work at least 40 hours a week. i'm not making any money. i dont know where to apply. the landlord didn't contact me all weekend when i wasn't working. pb needs a job too. he's been hunting too. stupid troy not having jobs. they need more stuff close by so then all the jobs aren't taken.

the post office at the union needs to be open more and quit closing for those 15 minute intervals.

my foot needs to get better so that i can get into shape again. i think that would help to make me happier. i miss running. but then again i'm not sure if i want to run in troy anywhere. maybe i will have to find some park somewhere and run there. i also need new/better shoes for running even tho my running shoes are quite new. they didnt' seem to work last time. but i dont have the money to buy new shoes yet. i'm not sure if i will have the spare money at all this summer.

today we did laundry but it started to rain really hard after we got in the car after leaving the laundramat. some of the laundry is still in the car, including my apron because it was raining so hard when we returned. i didnt want to get all the dry clothes wet. i brought in the clothes that were on hangers cuz i didnt want them to get all wrinkled.

whenever i eat my stomach gets all upset. at least today it did not. but it did every meal for the past week or so. it makes me scared to eat. sometimes it gets more upset than others but it always hurts.