loan-dream

i'm so weird. i had a dream that was exciting. but this would not be exciting for anyone else. i dreamed i sent $3 to my nelnet loan. there was this long figuring as to why i sent it. oh man so exciting. (the balance of my nelnet is about a grand)

"you sure look fat from that angle"

very odd

so last year i got my mom this gameboy game for christmas. she already had it. i was going to return it. i couldn't find the receipt. i knew teh price and that i bought it on oct 22 (2006). well i requested a receitp from discover. that recipt didn't show much so i never returned it. i still have the game in the box sealed. well yesterday i found the receipt. just magic sitting there on the floor. friday i refound the game.

nap

i just had a very nice nap. perhaps too long of a nap. it was so comfy and nice.

i was so tired. even this morning i couldn't wake up. i just didn't want to. i stayed up a little late last night but also 2 nights ago i barely got any sleep and my body wanted it.

sleep

i had an awful sleeped. i tossed and turned so bad. i kept waking up. i barely got any sleep at all.

i only wish i had plans today because nobody else is on to im me or e-mail me.

all of those clothes are now at goodwill. they filled my trunk. i did decide to take one last peek at my dress before giving it away.

impressed!

Once we got home from dinner, we started going through boxes in the garage. We had these 2 big containers (well not as big as those plastic containers you used to pack stuff in when you moved) and we filled both 4 times and threw the stuff away. Then we also through away some broken up boxes with stuff in them. Sometimes I had to fight Dave to get him to not through away some of my stuff though. We didn’t totally finish. There are 4 or so half full boxes that we need to condense, then 2 thatthat have some scrapbook stuff in them that I didn’t realize were down there, and one more big one with blankets in it. Oh and the wedding centerpieces boxes that I’m trying to sell to someone.

Dave said that gram’s table was the best table we ever got. He said he wouldn’t have worked as long or gotten as much done if he had to keep getting up and down going through boxes. We were able to pick boxes up and put them on the table as we went through them. I also took inventory of the boxes. So I’m glad we had the table. It’s always so boring to do stuff down there myself. So in the past I’ve quit after like 5 minutes.

This morning I was also going through some clothes. If you add up the clothes I went through a few weeks ago that I haven’t given to goodwill yet and these clothes, it’s 64 things. I think I need to go through my shoes again.
I hate how I like shoes but then I wear them and can’t walk for a few days. Next time I wear the one dress shoes with a skirt I’m wearing in my walking shoes and changing in the building and changing before leaving too. That would help A LOT.

I’m also giving my wedding dress to goodwill. I was going to throw it away but remembered how they have dresses there and some people can’t afford to buy it new.

at 5pm when i hadn't gotten dressed yet I didn't think my holiday from work would be a productive one.
around 1:00 PM i started watching Men in Trees. I watched 4 episodes today. I guess it was fun to relax.

house

next weekend, we are meeting with someone from Heartland Homes and picking everything for our house and giving the rest of our deposit. It's not really picking everything, we don't pick the countertops or the handles or any of the flooring (unless we are getting hardwood).

seriously

how hard is it to reply to an e-mail with a sentence or even one word? if you have to research something and your reply has to be long and involved that may be a different story but really i'm sick of people not responding to e-mails that clearly require a response.

ugh update

i really am very miserable. so miserable that i made phone calls today to movers just to get out of doing work. like seriously i hate the phone. i have no ambition anymore. the one thing i liked my manager made me give up because most groups rotate this task after about a year. even though nobody in teh group wanted to do it. and she basically forced someone to do it. and he complains all the time about hating to do it.

i still have my eye twitch. that's been a few months. it's not as bad lately. almost not as bad since i applied for a new job because now there is hope to get out of the group.

also i was talking to dave asking him why the past few months i'm never fulfilled when eating and i just want to eat and he said that's because i hate work and that's how he was.

even when i'm home enjoying myself i'm not because of the thought of work the next day. sundays are actually the worst. i know i have a full week ahead of me. i just dread the entire day knowing the later in the day it is the closer i am to work.

i had cake for dinner
yellow cake with chocolate icicing
dave and i made it last night.

we got some pricing from movers today.
they charge a lot.
we'd have to pay even more since we're double moving (well moving to storage and then moving to the new place a few months later)

so we might try to move it ourselves and be people to help us. anyone want to help or should i say willing to help? it'll be in mid-may.

i always get distracted with TV and don't get done with what i want to get done.

update

i didn't sleep well. around 8 i was tossing and turning and super hot. i finally got to sleep and slept until 10:30.
my feet hurt so bad. just laying in bed was a kliler because they hurt so bad. then the first few steps in the morning are so awful
yesterday we finally used our linen's and things gift card that was a wedding gift.

i lost my paper when i inventoried the clothes for goodwill so i'll have to do that again and then i think we are going to drop them off. i just want to get it out of hte house.

i have so much that i want to get done today, just like every weekend. it's not going to happen though.

i just got home. i'm a rebel staying otu so late. i was at kelly's stamping. it was fun.

i'm tired so i'm reading then goign to sleep. i couldn't connect to work tonight so i couldn't do any of that.

today i ate cheeze itz around 11:15. then 2 oatmeals at lunch (well i didn't finish the bowl) then a bowl of broccoli chedar soup at panera, a panera bagel, and then ice cream. i wonder if that's a normal amount of food or not.

so the 5 lb weights were too light so i used 1 15 and 1 5. now my butt muscles are sore. i was doing step ups (or whatever they are called)

pb's computer is having all kinds of troubles. he was booting it up again to try to figure out how to back up the harddrives adn then it wasn'te ven working. gives hard disk drive errors or something. then we go to watch tv and the computer downstairs is broken in some way. he doesn't even know what is wrong with it. he's sad he can't get a new computer right now.

my Berry Bliss class went well. I was shocked that nobody ever made origami boxes growing up.

my scrapbook for Betsy has 31 pages. I just took pictures of the pages instead of scanning them in. I'm lazy.

i accidentally made too many pretzel clusters (i made up this name. i don't know what they are called but the are like coconut clusters but with pretzels and not coconut so i assume i can call them that).

i made 66. 37 white chocolate, 29 milk chocolate. i made about 50 cocnut clusters and 9 almond clusters yesterday (the bag of almonds only got me 9 clusters). i made these plus cookies that i'm making tomorrow for 4 people. i think i went overboard so i'm going to take some to work tomorrow for my group.

pricing keep going up and it makes me mad

i've noticed things at the grocery store being higher and higher every time.

also yesterday at staples the 250 pack of envelopes that was 18 bucks when i went with my gift card that didn't work was now 23.99. still cheaper than smaller boxes anywhere else but it was like 2-3 months ago that they were 18 bucks. so discover being stupid cost me 6 bucks plus another trip in gas out there.



i just made coconut clusters and almond clusters. i hope nobody gave up sweets for lent that's coming to the class on wed. it seems that more than half the people i hear who gave up something, gave up sweets. i want to make white chocolate covered pretzels since i like those the best but i just got aggravated with it all since i was doing laundry at the same time and that's rough work. half of the coconut clusters are using white chocolate. i hope that's good. dave said it would be. i don't like coconut so i can't verify. i almost have enough to take some into work but there's too many people in the group now.

late

oops i stayed up too late really it's only 2:15

but really that's too late too

interesting

i bought windshield wipers finally. it got so bad that the right one wasnt' working at all. the blade was only halfway attached.

walmart will put them on for free.
the guy had tons and tons and tons of trouble getting the drivers side one off.

then on the way home we were goign to stop at DQ or Dunkin Donuts. between DQ and Dunkin Donuts a guy in a truck almost hit me. then he over compensated and hti the guard rail and got stuck. and hit some sign too. he kept spinning out for a good minute. we then left Dunkin Donuts because PB said he's probably insane and is mad at me. then we came home.

i had 55 small round cheese raviolis for dinner last night. yummy.

well next time i doctor up the sauce i'm nto putting hot pepper flakes in. there were only a few in the entire sauce pot and it still burned my mouth.

i brought work home and didn't do any of it. i hate when i carry it just for nothin.

sigh

i cooked tonight and it took entirely too long. simple stuff even takes long. i didn't even make the potatoes in the oven, i made them in the microwave.

i made pork chops, corn, and parsley potatoes.

it took a solid 50 min to cook. i guess maybe between minutes 5 and 10 i was looking for mashed tater recipes so i wasn't cooking but based on my recipe searching i just made parsley potatoes. i decided i need to buy a potato masher before i make mashed potatoes.

my arm is really swollen from this allergy shot.

another thing

another murphy's law thing from Saturday
I called the Pittsburgh post gazette and their system was down so couldn't access customer info so couldn't cancel my account. first i tried searching online to cancel it there or figure out how to log into ez pay to stop that at least.

so it's nice and warm.

the snow melted mostly around oru bushes. i noticed we have 4 newspapers under the bushes. now i hear pb laughing. i bet he sees them too. he just got home.

so i can print from my pc that uses the internet through the mac and uses my mac's printer but it won't print from my mac. sigh

Murphy's law

today so many things went wrong. i can't even remember them all.

i tried to print pictures from Monica's shower and it says they printed but they didn't. i had to leave so i couldn't fix it.
then i get the mail. i get my spending account card and it says to activate it by calling the number on the sticker on the front of the card. there is no sticker
the fries at wendy's weren't the goodness they usually are, they were raw and greasy and just overall yuck.
then my aunt made a cake and it was red devil's food. i dont' like red devil's food. sigh
then we missed the beginning of SNL to see the nice political skit
then i got pulled over in trafford for going 36 in teh 25 and i was even thinking about getting pulled over seconds before it because i was riding the break the whole way and still wasnt' down to speed even though i've never seen a cop there. i didn't get a ticket though

there was more. i'll type later. oh all that stuff i typed above was since 5pm today.

wow

i went downstairs to eat. i'm back upstairs now and i have forgotten to eat. i did put laundry in and clean up the kitchen.