finally

i finally have access to my money i deposited in first niagara on june 14.

o the foot pain is unreal.  just got back from grocery shopping.

my foot hurts.  my toe hurts.  i'm tired.  i'm icing my foot now.  maybe i willl do my toe next. i stay up too late cuz i can't stand the cliffhangers on alias.  and i can't post this cuz i cannot contact server.  so it is now 4.29.  check the posting time when it actually posts.

gravester's one day of work is more than half my whole paycheck

at 7 i was on page 248 now i'm on 261

i just sewed my apron. 

when my dad and brother come up in july, i have to remember to tell them to bring some of my old aprons. 

my mom is funny

Daizy Ch: darn.  I wanted to nap and daisy took the couch.

i want a freezer

pay no attention to the trend line

laundry is done but not put away.  it's raining so most likely will not be working for the landlord later

today

i slept until a little after 10 today. so now tonight i wont be tired.  i have to do laundry.  i wish i had more work shirts.  then from liek 3pm - 6pm i'm working with the landlord again.  I have to eat somewhere along the way.  I'm at a good part in 1984 and I want to read that.  I think this place needs cleaned up a bit.  i have too many shoes laying around.  i also want to disassemble pb's chair so later we can throw it away easier.  it's just here taking up space.  i also have to pay bills or get ready to.  i need to order checks, but my money hasn't cleared yet. well it says it's cleared but i have 0 available balance.  too bad the bank closes each day when i'm done w/ work.  so i can't get there in time. and usually i dont leave work early even though i probably could because i need the money.  i think we also need to go food shopping.  we never seem to end up with meals to be cooked. 

gravester left a few minutes ago.  he was here for awhile.  he played counter strike with dave and we watched tv.  pb kept yelling when me and gravester would talk about stuff.

o no

my collage that pb made me and my picture of a hamster glued together that i had on the wall at school are ruined.

still more to come

so far i added 11 new albums to my website.

on the day i get to sleep in, there are workers outside playing w/ jackhammers.

maybe i will shower before work tomorrow.  nobody notices if i am late.  but also if i get there10 minutes early everday i rack up a few bucks

correction.  they are back to digging.  i guess they were on break earlier

stuff

they finally stopped digging.

gravester was late to the movie. that slacker.  we had to fight people off to keep saving his seats.  then afterward me and pb went to denny's cuz i hadn't eaten dinner yet.  gravester didnt' want to go.  gravester stopped at cvs on the way into the movie too.  kate was going to stop over but that all didn't happen when i wanted dinner.  the prices on our denny's bill were different than on the menu. we didn't say anything, but it still makes me mad. 

today i learned how they estimate how many bags of dough to do on a given day.  i can estimate the same as them with their computers.  I could run the place.  My hours got cut a little.  Next week I only work 35 hours.

it's getting to be about bedtime.

i have a lot of bills.  it's almost fun to have stuff to worry about and keep track of.  shows i'm not a little kid anymore.  but at the same time i would rather be saving 800ish bucks a month and live at home with them paying for that an dthen i would end up with 2000 bucks more at the end of the summer than i would have now.  Originally i thought that over the whole summer me and PB would be spending like 3,000 bucks on room and board and stuff and already we almost spent that much and we're only 1/3 of the way into it.  i guess my prices weren't as accurate and well i didn't expect to get $110 phone bill for a real line.

that reminds me.  my cell phone will not last anymore. it likes to die die die after only a short period of time.  I am considering looking into the phoen battery and having another one but I would not buy it yet.  I would just keep it in mind for later.  I also want to scrapbook and get pictures made at walmart but I dont have the money to spare yet.  I can start doing stuff though.  Maybe Monday and Tuesday I will scrapbook. Or maybe I should finish 1984 first.  I'm on page 226 if my memory serves me correctly.  There are a little over 100 pages left. 

I seem to be in a talkitive mood tonight

while i was at work

there was a watermain break in the street right in front of the apt.  actually where we always park we cannot park.  i had to park 3 ish blocks away cuz the road is blocked

also at work i bruised my arm/elbow somehow.

my manager at work put in her 2 weeks notice yesterday. 

i worked 11 hours today

i keep eating cuz i'm hungry but now i'm full.  sooo full

now i need deadaim

i just reformatted

progress

i'm on page 200 in 1984, but i was on page 20 over Thanksgiving break.

fun stuff

pb informed me i just did that math while that 70's show was on

ok weekly
may 13-15 - $17
may 16-22 - $191
may 23 - 29 - $53
May 30- june 5 - $137
June 6 - june 12 - $101
June 13- so far today on june 14 - $6 (yes never know what is still to come in the day)

pb just saw my calendar and called me a nerd

i'm a loser even tho i told pb i wasn't

i just figured this out and i made a calendar. i should have done it on the ocmputer so i could share it but it's only on paper.

from may 13 to june 14 (so far today) we spent $197 out to eat and $308 at price chopper and other grocery places. keep in mind this is not exact since i only wrote down dollar amounts rounded to the whole dollar.

uh o

argh and a half

title

i'm a slacker at putting those in and then my journal isn't colorful

i just woke up. it's my day off. even though last night i went to sleep before 11:30. I also took a nap around 7 for an hr and a half. And yesterday i got to sleep in because i didn't work until 9. this scares me for my classes next semester. but i do seem to require more sleep nowadays.

grocery shopping. went in every aisle. got liek 19 things, including 6+ yogurts counted in the 19 things.
couldnt think of what we want.

now i talked on the phone for 43 more minutes to mom and dad. had to call and say how funny gram is.

gram is insane. she talked to me on the phone then realized it was too long cuz of the hair dye she had in and then she kept talking to me.

gram told me my dad worries about me but i'm not allowed to tell him she said that and also she said that he did'n't tell her and that she can just tell cuz he's quiet.

i did not mention booze when i told her mommy wanted to kick mike out of the house.

we talked on the phoen for 45 mintues. before that she was on the phoen w/ my aunt for over 15 she said. the hair dye is supposed to be in her hair for 30-35 minutes she said.

my head hurts when i move. i'm hungry. i dont know what to eat.

my laptop wouldtn connect to the internet the whole time gravester was here.

sigh

7 solid hours of sleep last night
2.5 hr nap today
i'm so tired right now.

i just ate almost a whole sandwich
i feel lightheaded. i was starving when i ate it. i was lightheaded last night for 5 hours then i went to sleep, then i was lightheaded until noon today at work. yes that's 4 hours of working and lifting stuff while lightheaded. it wasn't fun. i was leaning over and stuff to hold myself up. the other workers probably thought i was insane. i almost ate half an oatmeal cream pie for breakfast today.

i'm allergic to somethign in the apartment. i dont know what. i was sneezing up a storm this morning. i almost didn't go to wok. well not really cuz i dont skip out on stuff. i didn't sneeze at all at work. then when i got home, i sneezed forever and ever.

it's soooo hot

we're back from the pool. people were actually there. most that i've never seen before. some diving people were there too. pb doesn't have to tred water , he can just hold his breath and he floats. it was amazing.

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the oven won't close. i hope the brownies turn out alright

tonight

Daizy Ch (8:42:25 PM): HELP! I'LL KILL MYSELF!
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aparently when i get 10 hours of sleep i require a 2 hour nap

breakfast at 1:30PM

i just ate 4 waffles and pb ate 6

i didn't post yesterday about this

the mandatory meeting at pizza hut one girl brought her snake and she had on an rpi sweatshirt and shorts. so i guess she goes here. 2 other girls had on russel sage sweatshirts. geeze are they just sporting all their college wear.

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oven cake sleep

landlord's son came and did some stuff and got it closed and said the spring is probably broken and the landlord would come tomorrow to take it apart and figure out how the spring stuff works. i ate a piece of cake after he left. i'm soo tired. it's always healthy to eat right before bed.

i just fell dead asleep on the couch sitting at the computer

i'm tired. tell the landlord's whoever to get here quick so i can go to sleep

ok well i e-mailed the landlord about the oven. e-mail sent at 11:20. i just got off the phoen with him. he yelled at me for not calling. and he's sending someone over now to fix it.

ok so the oven is broken. well the door is. the hinges do not work. it's stuck open at the moment. 3 or so inches open. we had to take the door off to get the food out. it took a hammer, spoon handle, dish towel, 3 oven mits, and two people to get the food out and get the door back on.

i can't believe what the world is coming to

little debbie outmeal cream pies are 9 isntead of 12 and starcrunch are 8 instead of 12 (i think)

also all the females had visors and males had the baseball hat type thing and lyn had a baseball cap

am i obsessed?

now y would a guy be named lyn i've never seen a girl spell her name that way though. o man i've seen this kid in people clothes too and they seem to be male clothes and a male watch. but this kid is so short that guys dont tend to be that way.........

i keep wanting to give in and accept that it's a she but i can't accept until i know for sure

i was going to post yesterday saying i was sure lyn was male but today i'm even more confused than ever.
but lyn has nice eye brows and guys dont have nice ones like that. he/she likes to talk and guys dont seem to talk that much. but he/she wears a male watch. his/her hair is soo short but some lesbians have hair that short. he/she was tlaking to rachel (waitress) about how he/she doenst like to tlak in bed at night...but i came over in the middle of the conversation so i didn't hear who he/she was talking about. everyone refers to him/her as her or she in coversation and someone said "little miss register worker" today ... now if i was male and someone said that i would straighten them out

my foot hurts and is swollen

i wanna know

this "lyn" at work.. i've talked to lyn and thought it was a guy and i've seen him and stuff but everyoen refers to lyn as "she" so i'm all confused
i work with lyn tomorrow maybe i can figure it out. i know he/she went to a bar until 4am the other night and that he/she is livng w/ megan and bob starting in august. and it's not an all girl house or an all guy house so it could go either way. lyn knew bob and that's how they are getting the place.
the voice is not deep but it was not a girly voice. the hair is really short like a guys cut. but why does everyone say she.

i'm so tired. i want to go somewhere though. i also want to take nap. but i dont wnat a nap becuase i have to work at 8am again tomrorow.

i'm on my laptop

complaints

pb doesnt do any work. he expects me to be the one doing everythign and fixing everything. lots of it is my stuff but not all and stuff like sweeping and cleaning the floors is general and could be done by him and he isnt even working anywhere no so he should be doing it instead of relying on me when i get home from work to make dinner or decide what dinner is and then to clean up and let him play his computer game all day. and he thinks stuff is clean when it isn't. and i cleaned the stove today and then he just made a mess on it right after cutting his bagel w/o having anythign to catch the crumbs underneath.he always thinks none of it is his so he doesnt have to put it away but a lot of the times most of it is his.

i need a job that will give me hours. or i need a few jobs. i want to work at least 40 hours a week. i'm not making any money. i dont know where to apply. the landlord didn't contact me all weekend when i wasn't working. pb needs a job too. he's been hunting too. stupid troy not having jobs. they need more stuff close by so then all the jobs aren't taken.

the post office at the union needs to be open more and quit closing for those 15 minute intervals.

my foot needs to get better so that i can get into shape again. i think that would help to make me happier. i miss running. but then again i'm not sure if i want to run in troy anywhere. maybe i will have to find some park somewhere and run there. i also need new/better shoes for running even tho my running shoes are quite new. they didnt' seem to work last time. but i dont have the money to buy new shoes yet. i'm not sure if i will have the spare money at all this summer.

today we did laundry but it started to rain really hard after we got in the car after leaving the laundramat. some of the laundry is still in the car, including my apron because it was raining so hard when we returned. i didnt want to get all the dry clothes wet. i brought in the clothes that were on hangers cuz i didnt want them to get all wrinkled.

whenever i eat my stomach gets all upset. at least today it did not. but it did every meal for the past week or so. it makes me scared to eat. sometimes it gets more upset than others but it always hurts.

i finshed my scarf. it's 70 inches long plus the fringe

ouch i just broke the couch more

i made hot dogs and baked beans for dinner. pb ate sandwiches though. i think i might add a hot dog to the leftovers.

when i ate lunch/breakfast i didn't get sick to my stomach today.

stupid shower. won 't stay hot for a full shower

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infomercial

I just succumbed to the lure of an infomercial.

i had dinner at kate's last night.

i forgot to weigh myself this morning.

i want to go shopping today even though i have no money.

this morning was quite interesting

still trying to get my e-mail to work and stuff.

no hours available at outback.

my computer bit my knee

i iced my foot

the landlord gave me my money today from working yesterday.

i forgot to weigh myself again

things surprise me.

i learned where the landlord lives.

i made a heart healthy recipe today. chicken w/ speical breading in the oven.

progress of 1984: page 179 chapter 9 (297 pages but 326 with the appendix)

justin at outback is checking to see if hostess position is still available. no other positions are available he said. at outback they give u a test before u start workign in any position, even a dishwasher.

the landlord's son has been here for hours fixing the doorbell. he is just replacing 1F now i guess to be safe. i just gave him a big glass of ice water. i think he really enjoyed it.

all i do is sleep. i get tired when i'm not sleeping. i sleep 10 hours a night. and take naps. i need to keep busy so i dont nap, but i dont konw what to do.

i'm so full. i think my stomach shrunk. i didn't even eat a whole bagel.

i just deleted 17 screen names from my buddy list. i would have deleted more but then relaized when i go bored out of my mind and read away messages and profiles i will have less to read to keep busy.

update: after my 3 hour nap it didn't hurt to breathe or to not breathe!

troubles

stupid refrigerator ruined my eggs.

froze them and cracked the shells.

it also hurts when i dont breathe

my chest hurts when i breathe

also my blue express short sleeve shirt w/ a little pocket shrunk and it shows my gut.

there was a parade today in schenectady. i wonder what for. i heard there are fireworks tonight for it at the high school. but the high school over there. i might research why. i'm curious.

the power went out about 45 minutes ago.

things i haven't mentioned

our doorbell no longer works

the landlord has one of these recording things he keeps in his pocket. that holds 2 hours of stuff. it's sony. it doesnt use a microcassette. i am not sure when he uses it. probably for all of his dealings cuz people try to say he didn't tell them stuff. but if he uses it all the time that's tricky.

i spilt my glass of water all over the floor earlier today.

dave leveled twice today.

i cut my elbow somehow and it still hurts.

i used one skein of yarn so far for my scarf.

gravester's halo cd was in the couch and he found it and dave took pictures of his search.

yay for my scarf being over half done

doing dishes causes harm

o my i can't use my touch pad with this bandaid on.

i got cut. it likes to spit blood. the sink attacked me. i have no clue what on the drain got me...but sometihng did.

it hurts

kate brought coffee cake. smells and tastes good.

after reading every away message on my buddy list i am reassured that life sucks.

life royally sucks

Hello Collen and Dave,

I tried earlier today to get in contact you over the phone but the line was busy.

The way our projects work here at IIAM and the way we hire individuals is based on contracts that have either been approved or are about to be approved. Up until earlier this week we were under the impression that a proposal we had submitted would be successful. Unfortunately we have been told that this will not be the case. Unfortunately this means that we cannot afford to hire any new temporary employees for the summer.

I know Professor Grivas had told both of you that you will be with us for the summer and we were also under the impression that this contract would have been approved. We sincerely apologize for any difficulties that you may experience due to these turn of events. It was never our intention to mislead you, but these things do happen.

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They just cleaned the street.

scarf

my guess is i'm 1/9 of the way done with the scarf i started today. i can only guess how much i'm done because i dont know how long i will end up making it. i want it longer than my old one but not too long. i'll start taking progress pictures.

productive

i just cleaned off the kitchen counter for the first time since e brought anythign into this apartment.
i just sewed my white pants and pb's shorts.

i got nothign to do so i decided to be productive.

my cholesterol results are 209.
high just like gas prices.