peyton place is a good movie. i want to read the book.  all about eve is not a very good movie. It's 132 minutes long.  Peyton place is almost 3 hours.

JCal01: is there a chance the surgery makes things worse?
SmilinColleen: well according to warnings it coudl
JCal01: did your doc give you any indication of success rates or anything?
SmilinColleen: 75% chance to make me 75% better
SmilinColleen: but i was worse off before than most poeple
JCal01: so hopefully you'll be better
SmilinColleen: yes
JCal01: they do both sides of your jaw?
SmilinColleen: only left
SmilinColleen: that was the main problem
JCal01: oh thats the only side that gives you problem?
SmilinColleen: and i dotn think thye do both sides the same day
SmilinColleen: not really only side
SmilinColleen: different problems on both sides
SmilinColleen: the cracking, poping, tearing  were on left
SmilinColleen: soreness on right
SmilinColleen: soreness on left too

blueroseslm02: how are you feeling?
SmilinColleen: i keep feelign really hto and really cold and a slight fever even tho they told me i wouldnt have one

i can eat soft foods (well bread wasn't soft enough yesterday  even w/o the crust)

my face is really red now. my mom made me take off teh afghan earlier
SmilinColleen: but i feel better than expected
SmilinColleen: my face isn't that swollen at all
SmilinColleen: i maybe only woke up 5 times in teh night cuz of pain
blueroseslm02: jeez, thats still a lot
SmilinColleen: i can barely open my mouth wide enough to fit the spoon in tho
SmilinColleen: i woke up an dhad medicine and a pudding beside my bed but decided the pain wasn't that bad cuz once i did my exercises (open and close mouth and move it from side to side) it was good
SmilinColleen: i think it got too stiff
blueroseslm02: i see
blueroseslm02: are you going to be able to work monday?
SmilinColleen: i plan on it
SmilinColleen: i'm kind of bored and want to do more but when i do i don't feel well

JCal01: i see you had the surgery, how are you feeling?
SmilinColleen: weird.  better than i thought. i cant really eat yet or open my mouth wider than jsut enough to get the spoon in.  i get really hot and relaly cold.  and swtich  ,  my face gets all red.  slight fever  even tho i shouldnt have one
woke up liek 5 times in the night from pain
JCal01: what kind of anesthesia did they give you?
SmilinColleen: i dont konw
SmilinColleen: some kind that made me shake
SmilinColleen: they gave me somethign to give me amneisa
JCal01: were you unconscious?
SmilinColleen: some steriod
SmilinColleen: and
SmilinColleen: somethign else
SmilinColleen: i had the nruse wrtite them down
SmilinColleen: but that's downstairs
SmilinColleen: yes
JCal01: something to give you amnesia?
SmilinColleen: i was  i vaguely remember them putting the paper thing over my face w/ the hole in it for my check/jaw

JCal01: so you're sick now
SmilinColleen: i dunno
SmilinColleen: i didnt' take the bandaid off ot see the incision
SmilinColleen: yet
SmilinColleen: they told me to leave it on until it falls off
SmilinColleen: i have no idea if there r even stitches
SmilinColleen: incision is near my ear
SmilinColleen: i kinda want to do more than i can do
SmilinColleen: i get bored
JCal01: do you have to go back for a followup
SmilinColleen: aug 2
SmilinColleen: they just scheduled me an apppt and din't check w/ me or my work schedule
JCal01: they didn't tell you if there are stitches?
SmilinColleen: they didn't say tons of stuff

i fell asleep through the 2nd half of andy griffith today but luckily it was the same one i only saw the last half of yesterday. then leave it to beaver was on and it was so good and i got ot see the haircut scene that we missed last night because we were flipping back and forth between a politics show.

i need to get dressed yet.  i came upstairs once a few hour sago and put on pants. then i brushed my hair an hour later. i need to change my shirt still and put on socks. i can't stand being in bare feet.  it's sooooo hot in here. earlier i was freezing but mommy made me take off the afghan cuz my face was so red.

hmph

I just went downstairs to get my camera and my dad was eating in the family room.  He's a sneaky bugger. We aren't allowed to eat in there. He thought we all went to bed.  He was lying down with the bag of nachos on his chest watching tv.

food

btw i've been starving all day. i think it's the steroids they shot up in my IV today.
i tried to eat white bread w/ no crust and butter today but it was too hard to chew. i ate 9+ servings of mashed potatoes today and 2 puddings, ice cream from kerbers, 1 piece of bread minus the crust.  But I couldnt eat before the dr this morning and I didn't get home until about 2.

things are going better than i expected. ice does wonderful things. ice cream was nice. the novocain wore off about 8 pm or so. the medicine might be helping. but i also go through phasing wher ei'm really good then i'm really hot and turn white as a ghost. then after a little while i feel really great again. sometimes in 2 min time i go from great to horrible. 

i still left my camera downstairs.  o no i didn't take a full body pic of me today. i think i have to go down for that now.  i'm pretty tired. i was really tired then numbers was on and now i'm not so tired.

i got there . they said i didnt' have an appointment. i did and i told them stuff. then they remembered it was their fault not mine  cuz the dr remembers me scheduling it.  then they squeezed me in. but before tha ti had to resign soe stuff and they have me a paper and it had on there "wisdom teeth removal" so i told her that wasn't it
o man it was in sane.  they drugged me up. i swear they shot me up w/ novocaine.  i'm in a bit of pain now and all numb like that one time i had novocaine. my smile looks funny. i took a pic. my arm feels weak where thy shot me up with allt he medicine. i asked the girl to write it all down for me so she did. one of them was to give me amnesia so i wouldnt remember it.

i remember them puttig this paper over my head with a hole in it for the surgery tho. that's the last thing. but i barely remember anything up to that point from the point of gettin shot up w/ 4 drugs.

i hope i didn't ruin my shirt when i was under russ's car.

i didn't sleep well at all last night.  i came home from work with somethign ot type and th eintenret was down and now i cant remember what it was.

latest creation

check it out and give me tips on it. i just started it a few hours ago. i was ready for bed before i even came up with the idea.

i worked 15 minutes late today.

sigh

i've been told my whore shirts aren't whorey.

i missed my bedtime again. i did'nt do anything i wanted to do tonight either.

restart can be typed w/ one hand. that's awesome

i ate 7 times today (4 lbs worth)

today.

i went to kerber's today and did nto get black raspberry. i got cookie dough. it was good but i dont know if i'll have it again over black raspberry. first we tried to go to pnc in town square and they just paved the drivethrough so timmy couldnt get money.  then we went to world of values, then goodwill then pnc at that plaza  then giant eagle to get potato chips. we bought soem other stuff we thought we needed.  we got "the works" potato chips.  but i bought jumbo and came home and realized the bought some yesterday. now i can save 10 cents per gallon. i made sure to spend 16 bucks to get over the hump.

we came home and ate chips n dip. then as soon as i was done, gram called. i talked to her for 35 minutes.  aunt stella is gonna be 90 next month.  and now it's now.

i think it's time to boycott express.
i bought 3 shirts today and 2 still have the ink tags on. and i know i saw the guy taking off inktags. so they had multiple ones on teh shirts  but still.... the alarms didn't sound or anything

i'd like to note that the last 3 events i went to i took my camera and didn't take any pictures.

i got invited to 2 fun things next friday

this sucks*. i got invited to 1 fun thing so far this whole some.


*sucks because i'll be getting my surgery

at the bar someone bought my drink today.  well i didn't talk to him or know him  we were just about to pay and the bartender came over and took the check and said that guy was paying and i smiled and nodded in thanks at him and then we didn't knwo what to do so when eh went to the bathroom we left (we were about to elave anyway)

what an adventure.

on a more positive note

my giving blood bruises are gone.
big brother 6 started tonight.
i might be able to eat foods that require chewing in the future.
only one more day of work this week, then only 4 next week (even though i like work but i'm not too happy about the waking up early all the time part).
going out tomorrow night.


but most of those have their faults too but i should quit thinking about them.  like tomorrow night i can't seem to get anyone to actually be able to join us.

Russ never called me back

75% chance i'll get 75% better  with either surgery supposedly. i'm afraid to read on-line about them cuz i saw 2 websites and they both say how awful surgery is.

that stupid dr kept making me open my mouth so it hurt and he even told me to open wider and make it hurt more  so he coudl feel it. but boy just sitting here my mouth hurts like nobodys business.  i ate a baked potato - the skin + lots of butter to make it soft and bread adn butter and pb sandwich.  the folded bread was a chore to eat cuz i had to open my mouth "so wide"

jaw

arthrocentesis is the one i'm getting done.  arthroscopic is another one. it's a little better but overall at least 4x as expensive

july 15 = no work = sucks

because i go straight from the asthma dr to the jaw dr to get some jaw surgery that the insurance doesnt pay for.

the pirate game sucked

a name

i think i should name my car max.  what do you think.  it's so uncreative it's almost perfect. c and max could be a girl's name or a guy's name so which should it be?

i worked 10.5 hours today. so i made up 1 hour for yesterday. and already started making up the time i'll miss on thursday for the dr.

fireworks aren't that good. i think the only thing that could make the fourth not suck is a good party.

happy 4th

i havea  cute skirt on today. now i just need to go somewhere. where should i go?

i just watched poker on tv since sometime before dinner. o man it was boring.

nap

everytime i eat i want to take a nap (and most of the time i do)

interrupting my sleep

last night i fell asleep through the last 40 minutes of th enotebook. i'm old i can't stay up past midnight watching movies. then after falling asleep upstairs, fireworks wake me up. argh for the neighbors.

malibu

today

the arts and heritage festival was pretty boring but i sort of liked getting out.

my mom is trying to make me cook dinner but so far i've had her do all the work except i got out the pot.

this message is for russ since he's not on aim: someone told me u need to clean out your engine bay more 

pictures!

timmy uploaded some pictures

so did i

different pictures of course

dream

we were at school. for some reason I moved a lot of my stuff into Chrissy's room/apt. so i had tons of stuff to move out. then moving out daddy came up and there was the van, the cavalier, and pb's car. but see the "school" we were moving out and the area was  like the area around gram's but it was still the poly as the school. but timmy was there and a mysterious older brother, who wasn't mike. and i still had classes so we had to pause packing and stuff.  then the cavalier was stolen cuz my older brother left the keys in it or something. i was in class so he was unpacking his stuff somewhere. but the weird thing was i had this remote/cell phone looking thing that was something that belonged to the car. i was trying to use it to figure somethign out and it didn't wlcome me it welcomed a Brian H H.  but then the enxt try my thing was totally disabled. so whoever stole the car was reprogramming stuff but then locked me out. there was some more packing and loading into cars and i couldnt get a hold of chrissy to get my stuff out of her place. i was trying to call her but her cell phone wasn't active anymore. i was trying to figure out if she went home for a few days or not. but then we went to her apt anyway and she had most of my stuff in this little entry way into her house so we could pack up most of my stuff without her. i was trying to figure out what was still inher place but i woke up. cuz it was all crazy. like before class i had packed up most of my stuff in her place, but i left a pile in th emiddle of the floor of stuff i didnt' have time to move before class  but none of that was what she had in her entryway waiting for me to take.

my away message of earlier: with Dave/PB/JR/Lead

we got him a birthday cake today and fake sang and he blew out candles.

i didn't get enough sleep. mom wakes me up pounding on the door saying we should be there by now. then at quest i learn they close earlier than i thought.

a min ago a book fell on my power strip and turned it off. so my computer was shut down.

i got bloodwork in my right arm .. i still have on the bandaid. i still have the hole when i was poked on tuesday and I get to go back today to get the PM test done.

i made a mouth gaurd. there's no way it can work as a retainer. we boiled the water using the stove timmy made. it took forever.

i foudn some stuff under the calendar on my desk. the one note is pretty funny.

the power went out once. i had to turn my computer back on to post this:

i am shutting down my computer.

y do bagels=yummy and bagels= pain in jaw.  that's not fair

1320 am is an awesome station.

today i was so backed up cuz of a tire being in the middle of the road and the car it belonged to being on the side of the road. well on teh raod cuz of the curb. it was an suv or a jeep (not sure or forget which). it was red. the car was between 48 and haymaker village.

hmm

i think i have an eating disorder. i never ever want to eat anymore. i never want to snack. i only eat a sandwich at lunch cuz i pack it in the morning because i'm supposed to. i dont snack. i eat dinner but not much.

update: my mom made me eat dinner cuz she cooked. i ate mozzerella sticks at apple bee's. it was a tough time. i didn't even eat much either.

NEW CAR

new car pictures. sorry they suck. it's hard to take pictures in a garage. tomorrow better ones will be added.

i forgot to mention that at 5:10 pm i went to take my bandaid off from giving blood and i started to bleed again. i went down and started the paperwork at 10:20 even tho my appt was for 10:40.

also today we went to bettis. and got there and learned our meeting/presentation was cancelled.  then i gave blood. my blood actually dropped for testing for iron. so it didn't have to be spun. then i was going good until i was done giving blood. i ended up missing 2 hours of work.  45 min of that was my lunch.  i should have taken a "lunch" anyway even tho i ate at the giving blood area. they even had me have juice and a donut before giving blood when i told them about getting light headed.

then after i ate 2 donuts and a piece of pizza. i had 1 apple juice before and one after. and then they gave me gingerale. i hate gingerale so i only drank 1/20 of it.

I want donuts now. they made me want donuts. they were good.

i picked up my car.  the battery was dead again.  it's raining super hard. daddy let me park in the garage.

if your parents think you lived at home too long/ live at home too long. i know someone that was 101 and 2 of her kids still lived w/ her.

when i've been saying i had 4 pairs of black dress pants i meant i have 6. i just realized 2 were so similiar that they aren't the same. and then one pair i haven't worn in forever.

i have these dark blue dress pants. i need to know what matches them (shoe wise).

russ's garage is awesome. it's the most like my grandpap's garage of any i've seen

Making a Stove

Timmy and I are making these. He made one yesterday with Russ. http://www.pcthiker.com/pages/gear/pepsistove.shtml

hmmm

last night at 10 pm timmy made me an omelet and toast
for breakfast today i ate spaghetti
for lunch i had hashbrowns and waffles

timmy can't find his camera.

i started to clean my room. too bad i only got as far as cleaning right around cmy computer monitor. i'm so tired now . i think it's bedtime.

so work has a 9/80 schedule but my section has this major thing going on and he canceled the 9/80 day off for tomorrow. wow

my job

is so awesome especially now that i have work to do... real work. sometimes it's a little tough cuz i'm not exactly sure about stuff so i have to ask more questions. i dont want to mess up  since i'm the one approving things myself. and making comments back to the vendor myself.

dentist

diane cleaned my teeth again today. i didnt' get yelled at for not flossing. i dont have any  cavities.

light bulb

another light bulb burt out on my ceiling light. so i replaced it.  the other one i left burt out cuz i think it's broken and not really burnt out.

i'm hunting for my old splint so i dont have to buy a new one and i find my super old top retainer...

ps

i slept in 33 min late today but was still ready in time cuz usually i wake up at 5:50 to take a shower and today i didnt' need one.  and i'm always ready early. i woke up at 6:23 and was ready to leave by 6:39 and we usually leave between 6:45 adn 6:45.  my dad was already downstairs eating breakfast and reading the paper today. he usually never reads the paper.  he didn't even notice i was asleep even tho i'm always downstairs totally ready by the tiem he comes downstairs.

some of today

i went back to sleep after my alarm today. during that time i had an awful dream about my boss yelling at me and stuff. then today on my way to work i realized i forgot my badge. on a normal day it would be ok but not on a day i have to go to bettis. so once we got to work i got the cavalier and came hoem got the badge and went straight to bettis for the tour that was to last an hour. well really it was 2 mini half hour tours and our group was broken up. 25 min into the first one i had to leave becuase i was so lightheaded and going to pass out. i was starting to black out. i left to go to the bathroom cuz i knew they would have chairs in there. i got a paper towel to wet but the stupid sinks were automatic and werne't cold. so i got a new papertowel and went to the waterfountain. that saved me for the 2nd little tour cuz i kept putting it on my neck and stuff. then i got back and had all this stuff to do or to learn to do. i dropped off a security form and my phone to get a new sticker on it. then the interns were debating watchign a video during lunch to prepare us for the shipyard tour. but as of 11:30 when my lunch was supposed to start they hadn't decided so i went walking. but really i was still making copies and caused a paper jam so i was fixing that until 11:35.

i walked at lunch and caught up to the walking club organizers and said how interns shouldnt have to walk as many miles to get the prize and stuff cuz we aren't there the full duration of the club.  they said they would take that into consideration  but then also said i coudl walk after work.  then at 12:08 i returned to the 10th floor to receive an e-mail to say we were going to try the videos at 12... so i e-mail and sy i'll be down. i go down to the 2nd lfoor only to not find them so i go up to 8 to find pat and he's sitting there sayign they decided not to (pat was also talking to him about it)  so i didn't get upstairs to actually start eating my lunch until 12:30. at 1:15 when i was leaving to go to Bettis i was still eating my sandwich. i hadn't gotten to any more of my lunch.  i was tryign to get some stuff done before leaving. i didn't actually get to leave y 1:15. it was more liek 1:20. 

c i was worried about this mornign and my lack of lunch because i was warned our 2-4 thing we would have to be standing.  lucky thing was i got to share a chare with this girl. the guy talkign to us told her to take the chair cuz she was in front of me but she was nice and shared it.  it was such a beneficial program at 2..the best yet. 

then i came home at 4:30ish instead of traveling back to work and getting everything out in time to leave. so while telling my mom about my day i was getting all lightheaded again. the room was spinnign a bit throughout the day and i felt a little clammy. i didn't ever fully recover from this morning.  she made me drink juice.

my arm keeps throbbing on and off ht epast few days (like someone punched me). and actually right nwo i have a headache and i feel all tingly.

the pirates won by a lot. the tailgate party wasnt' very good. i only ate chicken. i'm starving. the hotdogs and hamburgers werent' ready when i got there.

2 things

so i'm wearing black and yellow today before the pirate game but when i change to go i'm not wearing either color. weird team spirit i guess.

i slept with my bedroom door open and i didn't get attacked in my dreams.  i was super duper tried when i finally got to go to sleep though.

so today i remembered i didt'n give my dad his father's day cared. then i couldnt find it. i ask timmy and he signed both our names to it and gave it to my dad yesterday.

silliness

so yesterday when pat dropped me off after he got out of the car to get my suitcase my mom said "he's cute" then she thought he might have heard and was worried. but she resaid it once i got in the car and he was in his.

my mom told me my gut was back.

we went to some restarant in drexel hill. it was j.b. dawson. i ate cheeseballs before going so i didn't order a lot. i just got soup and french fries (3.99+1.50) and water. dave ordered chicken and ribs (16.99) and coke (1.99). i got my soup and didnt like it so i gave it to him. but he shared his ribs with me.

i'm so tired and full

tonight

friday's was packed so we went to applebee's. it was the worst service ever and then they charged a 15% graduity for us. like it was the worst service by far and i thought new york service was bad. then we went to ed's. it took them 45 min or more to start playing poker. then it was tournament so i wasn't going to play. 9 of them played. yusuf went to applebee's and left after 2 minutes. then he left once we all got to ed's. shreve came drunk. then he drank a little more there. but he was winning when we left. 7 people were left but 2 had very little left. i'm so tired. i didn't take any pictures.

tomorrow we're going to dave's mom's place at noon.

i'm in drexel hill. got in about 11:30 last night. some accident on the turnpike closed both lanes of traffic for awhile. mile marker 144.4. actually i think it was just a tractor trailor that turned sideways and stuff from the rain. it was on the side of the raod by the time we went by. it was like all torn up. weird like if it was a soft plastic and someoen was trying to bed it and it cracked.

i can't even rememer the last time i was this tired. stupid play lasting so long last night. i need to take a coffee cup to work.

work was sooooooooooo boring today. i didn't really have anything to do.

to help avoid confusion about my street descriptions

read the previous entry first. i was in the passenger seat in the car. and i only know that street by the diner takes u up to 837 cuz we had to go that way cuz we couldnt get out of the street the way we wanted to go. it took us right where we needed to be. also guy in story w/ with head injury was probably in his 60s. The driver of the truck was also a guy. the truck was like a pickup truck for a business. but it has those compartments on teh sides where they store stuff on the outside cuz of all their work equipment.

excitement for the day

so it was off to training today. we had to be there at 9:30. we were leaving early because last time they started early.  we missed the bridge to get on 837. we could have gone a different way but felt liek we should turn around. so we did. then we had to return aroudn cuz the onramp is only going the one way. so we pulled into the street by Korner Stone Diner (used to be little nicks... this is on 148 or 5th ave (known as both names))  then there's this truck in front of us. we have to wait for it to turn green. he's turning left.  but it's a T intersection so that shouldnt matter too much.  The light turns green.  He waits a few seconds and starts going slowing and this little red car comes fliying trhough the red light. he saw it comign and braked but it was too late.  the front of his car on the driver's side got a littles mashed.  but the whole front of the red car got smashed in.  glass flew far. and all this liquid started dripping on the road. 

i didn't get out of the car at this point but one guy in our car and one guy in the other car got out to see. they saw the guy's (passenger we assume) head smashed into the windshield. he was bleeding pretty bad.  right after it happened some black lady came running over w/ the cops on the phone so we didn't have to call..it was taken care of.  so then we backed up and went into the diner parking lot. i called work to tell them to let bettis know we would be late  cuz we had to give our statements about it cuz the other people weren't witnesses they just heard it and ran out.  the cops and the ambulence were very fast getting to the scene. the cops only took statements from the drivers even tho i noticed more details about the light being green and going and the car  but o well.  I called my manager cuz i wasn't sure who else to call... I only had numbers of a few people in my department. but he didnt' answer; my administrative assistnant answered and wanted to know if i had the number of who to call... if i had that, i wouldn't have had to call her.  but i didn't tell her who all was in teh car(s). so she told the intern coordinator and aparently she sent out and e-mail to all the managers of the interns to inform them about it.  but aparently i did good calling work and nobody else thought of it.

the cops couldnt seem to find the driver of the red car. i don't know where she went. but we didnt' stick around at all after we gave our statemtns. they wanted to get to a boring presentation. i wanted to find out what they do after wrecks. i want to know the speed limit on 148. i am thinking 45 but it might be 35. the lady was definitely going faster than 45.

btw i've never seen a wreck before but i was close one day on 30 when i had my permit and was driving. but i wans't lookign at the road at the redlight so i missed it.

our presentation ran over.  then on teh way back we went to fuddruckers. i got a 1/3 lb burger and couldnt finish it. most of the guys got 1/2 lb burger. one got fries too and a milkshake.  one guy got a 1 lb and onion rings but saved half for later.  it was a pretty good burger. and i never say that about a restraunt.

nobody comments in here anymore

well time to go eat nachos and cheese.  they are part of my "soft food diet" for 3 weeks

jaw dr prognosis: soft food diet for 3 weeks. at home physical therapy, hot compresses 20 min on  20 min off, medicine
then next time it hurts the same thing for 3 days.

he wanted to do regular physical therapy but since insurance is retarded we are going to not do that.

aparently i'm in the "in crowd" or something .  and there was much talk about the party and pictures  but i did not get to see the other set of pics yet... quite sad

so little sleep. i suck at this game. 

http://pics.akwire.net:8000/main.php/v/Party11June2005/ fun pictures  sorry they are out of order.

update: i fixed the order

so aparently my mom called me at midnight last night. she was one of my missed calls. she was worried that iw as passed out drunk. my mom said to me this morning "how do u fell" and i shrug cuz i didnt' shower yet but she meant drinking. she couldnt fall asleep until i got home at 3.

i got beer in my hair. i was there from 8:30-2:30. The host puked a bit. I think there was an age limit of 30 unless your wife and kid are out of town (then 31 is allowed).  i wish i had my camera. but some guy took tons of pictures and i'm supposed to get them from him somehow.

nice

i went INTO the bank today

craziest dream i had

mikey lived at home. sara was always here. then all of a sudden mikey proposes to sara. her response was "i can't...timmy" but then they are gonna get married.  and mommy is so crazy helping them plan. like if she was in the middle of doing something with me or cooking food she would just stop to go help plan. she was helping plan the shower and the wedding stuff. but daddy was making the phone calls to see if a place would fit them in soon like in the next few months.  sara was helping bake cookies at one point and was making them all wrong at one point. she was having the cookies touch on the cookie sheet before putting them in th eoven.  this was making me sooo mad cuz u don't want all your cookies to touch and have flat edges. but all the time when they weren't planning  the shower/wedding, timmy and sara were hanging out or sitting beside each other. mikey would be sitting on another couch or something.  i was unhappy about all this planning because nobody paid attention to me.

i dont know why i even ask questions. nobody ever answers them.

sorry behind the last post

SmilinColleen: this is so weird. i get invited to a party  someone is having at work.  he said people from work will be there
SmilinColleen: then today i call to find out of it's afternoon or evening (tomorrow) and he said "evening some people are coming earlier but mainly evening" i said what time's that he said "8-9"
SmilinColleen: i ask what to bring
SmilinColleen: he said he doesnt know i ask whty they r having. he said  no food  a keg and drinks

what should i take to a party that has some coworkers and no food and a keg that starts in the evening (8-9pm or so i was told)

hair

minutes after it was curled:


after i woke up and brushed it:


after humidity killed it and i put it up (and let it down for hte picture):

booze

i got my first arm band today for being 21 and allowed to have booze at the bar. she made it sooo loose i could give it to someone else. i slid it off my wrist w/o having to scrunch my hand at all.  i didnt' drink any though.

i'm tired

so when i drive to work  not carpooling w/ my dad. i leave 3 min before him and we pull into the parkign lot one behidn the other (cuz he's stuck behind me) but if i leave a min behidn my dad i get there liek 6 min after him.  yet he claims he doesn't speed. and on 993 i go 55 minimum slowing down to 45 on the curves that i'm supposed to slow down to 25 for and go over 50 on 22 where the speed limit is 35.

why

ok i have this pair of earrings. and the one earring i cannot get into my right ear and yet the other one goes in right away.  and then i try the earring in my right  ear in my left ear and it won't go in but the earring that wouldn't go in my right ear goes right into my left ear. 
this should not happen.  What gives?

i must remember to inspect my plant tomorrow to figure out what's wrong with it or what looks wrong so i can report back to callie.

i went to sleep at 9 last night for a nap. i decided to sleep the night but then i woke up many many times in the night. so i dont think i slept that well.

i was so tired a bit ago and almsot felll asleep  but then i got called to dinner. so i didn't get to sleep.

fyi: new clothes were purchased. i keep adding new clothes to my old gallery here